Hello my friends!
Guess you can say I’m not feeling the Aloha Spirit! much today, I’m trying to deal with the fact the property I live on was vandalized Tuesday night. Among other things, I planted organic papaya trees in 2010 and was about to have my first good harvest this year. That is until someone else decided to help themselves to the fruits of my labor ~ literally. Not only were all 45 papaya trees that I planted cut down, they also took the fruit harvest. The police estimate was $5000 in losses to the property, about $1000 of that is part of my yearly income selling the fruit after harvest at the local farmers market. It’s not much but it helps to pay the bills. Apparently someone noticed that I had begun to harvest the fruit and decided to finish the job themselves, they took the harvest when they cut the top portions of the plant that held the fruit off and left the trunk, with three years of hard work dead on the ground.
The cops said they’re seeing more and more of these crimes since the economy tanked, but it sure didn’t make me feel any better and left me in a bad head space that’s been difficult to focus on research. Right now the best thing is to get a grip of the overwhelming sense of violation and betrayal to try to rise above the dark energy to find the lesson, or understand the reason people treat others with such disregard. The inhumanity of humans against each other is beyond my comprehension and always has been, also why every time I’ve set out build or create a new path toward prosperity it gets destroyed ~ every single time. They say it’s all part of living in duality, it’s the push back from counter~force, but at a point it begins to feel personal ~ more like revenge.
Which from this perspective, gives a great argument for the Archonic presence in our reality. If you’re not familiar with the work of John Lash and what he learned from the Gnostic Nag Hammadi texts about the archons, do a search here on this website for archons and you’ll find a good deal of information based on what he learned from the these sacred texts which are two thousand years old. But unlike the bible and many other religious texts from that era, that haven’t been bastardized and re-written by those who wish to control humanity.
Once again, and especially at this time…thanks to everyone who’s kindly donated money over the last few weeks, right now the assistance from donations is truly my lifeline for survival. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, my gratitude to everyone here goes beyond what words can describe at this time….hopefully my focus will be back on track tomorrow.
Today, Thursday has been about cleaning up the mess they left behind….talk about leaving a sour taste, I’m really searching for a “good” perspective and that silver lining…at this point. And a big thank you to everyone who donated today, I can’t thank you enough!
Much love to all,