Aloha, Baby Love was a small diamond dove I found in 2005 while living in Hollywood, CA. He’s been my companion, spiritual guide, best friend and my heartbeat for the last 10yrs. On Tuesday I left for two hours, when I came home he had vanished without a trace. No doors or windows were left open and the only roommate who was here swears he doesn’t know what happened.
I don’t want to think the worst of people and would like to believe the 10″ ormusite disk and pyramid scalar energy generator I set up the day before to mitigate HEAVY EMF bombardment, offered him cleaner energy’s to help him open a portal to exit thru???
At this point I’m bewildered, stunned and absolutely devastated and don’t know what to think. Just trying to stay present in the NOW, centered in my “breaking” heartspace….trying to keep it together as I process this tremendous loss, and praying for a miracle that he’ll return.
11 days before he disappeared I found him posing for the pic below, on a little heart frame with a cherub on top. I sense he was sending me a msg that he knew he’d be leaving soon, he was sending me love and telling me to look for him in my heartspace after he was gone.
Even though he was getting old, Baby Love still had lots of spunk, spirit and personality and appeared to be in very good health…so it’s a bewildering mystery. The most difficult thing this is there was no warning or a chance to say good-bye, he simply vanished without a trace.
With the palpable shift in energy’s recently, it’s no surprise. We should all expect the unexpected, even paranormal will become the norm.
Andrew Bartzis gave him a short reading in Nov 2013 and told me Baby Love was a very powerful and special Pleidian soul connected with the Seven Sisters. He played a big role in activating soul codes for 1000’s of animal spirits on the islands thru his beautiful songs and that we’d spent many, many lifetimes together. Baby Love taught me how to love again and was the only thing that kept me alive when I went thru a suicidal phase from 2009-2011. He guided me thru my light body activation and so, sooooooooo much more. He brought joy into the lives of everyone who knew him with his loving spirit and soothing coo’s.
He was by no means an ordinary bird and is already deeply missed.
Be in peace my sweet, sweet Baby Love…farewell my beloved angel, ahui hou!
Needless to say, I’ve been absolutely devastated by his sudden disappearance, so please bear with me as I pray for a miracle and begin to process this tremendous loss. I found this quote from Lisa Renee last night which helped:
We may be sensing our day to day life as we exist within interval timelines, as the frequencies pull us beyond the duality matrix, beyond the duality perception and bi-wave polarity. Moving through the majority of the collective is feeling the pulse of bi-wave polarity which is pushing and pulling in between the old energetic structure of the 3D reality and the platform of expanding into the higher consciousness reality. As external energies may feel dense and chaotic, we must hold strong to the core essence of our inner spirit while navigating potentially challenging external events. Being forced to transform and let it all go is relative to the ultimate in divine surrender to external events. Because of the complexity of reconciling the inner and outer circumstances, this may have gone another level deeper and taken on another level of meaning. As the wall of chaos from the collective consciousness travels towards you, there is nothing else to do but surrender to the moment and be as still and transparent as possible. When we are transparent and extremely still within, it allows the neutral vibrational state which allows the forces of chaos to travel through without knocking you over.
As we move thru some really tough energy’s I know many readers are also experiencing difficult times, so from my personal experience this week the best advise is to stay in the NOW anchored firmly in your heartspace. Just BE present in the moment, if you find yourself thinking too much get out of your head and drop into your heart. When you catch yourself bobbing back up into the head, drop back down. Wash, rinse and repeat till you stay there. Become a walking meditator, it’s important to stay grounded and focused on integrating the powerful subtle energy’s coming in – amidst the chaos they’re there, you just have to be silent, surrender, allow and let go of all resistance. Stay off the computer as much as possible, listen to soothing music, write, read and get out in nature. Get in the ocean or take lots of salt baths. Love and pamper yourself.
Have a Divinely Blessed weekend!
Ed. Note: If you sent an email in the last couple weeks and didn’t get a reply, my hushmail acct got shutdown, please resend to the new email address at ascendingstarseed at gmail dot com