Long-Overdue BLOG UPDATE: Organizing 2017 Conferences, Donations for Car Repairs and Fighting CENSORSHIP by SUPPORTING INDEPENDENT MEDIA

I want to express HEARTFELT GRATITUDE TO EVERYONE who has ever donated in support of this blog – your patronage OVER THE LAST SEVEN YEARS has made a HUGE difference and I can’t THANK-YOU enough!! Soo much LOVE and GRATITUDE…MAHALO NUI



Aloha, hi Everyone!

Well, I know it’s been a long time since the last up-date and apologize for the silence on my end but, the in last 6-7 months since attending the SSP conference in Mt Shasta last August, my entire life shifted in upward in momentum so quickly I moved beyond light-speed! Please accept my apology for the lack of updates, much of what I’ve been working on behind the scenes has been kept quiet in an attempt to avoid interference and manipulation.

Did it work, nope. Got hit really hard in January and February with attacks from the archonic grid, to many details to cover here. But, here’s a short recap…

In September 2016 I secured an investor, who was also a very good friend who was interested in investing in organizing conferences. So last November, three friends I had met in Mt Shasta, journeyed to the big island for several weeks to help with the initial planning phase and to set intentions for a successful 2017 launch. From October thru January 2017,  much time was spent working diligently behind the scenes, quietly organizing a Mt Shasta summer solstice conference featuring Corey Goode, Andrew Bartzis, Laura Eisenhower, James Gililland, Eric Raines and Meg Benedicte.

By mid-January my investors wife was laid-off from her job and his mother had been hospitalized in long term care since November – expenses which he was paying for out-of-pocket. At that point, he had to pull-back from any kind of monetary investment in conferences.

We also had a second conference scheduled for Kauai on Nov 11,  which was dependent on a successful Mt Shasta conference for funding. Unfortunately, by mid-February we were forced to cancel the Mt Shasta event due to extra-ordinarily high levels of snow-pack which are likely to cause problems with flash-flooding, mud and snow at the Methodist campsite in mid-June. Since the Kauai conference relied on funding derived from the conference in June, it was also canceled.

We tried to re-schedule the solstice conference, but ran into problems re-booking the original speakers due to previous commitments. Needless to say, canceling the Mt Shasta event was a very difficult and disappointing  decision to make, one which also seriously affected projected earnings this year. As well as the opportunity to establish a career in the conference & event industry.

These events were a way to secure income well into the future, so I could continue blogging without having to pander for donations. Pffft! Oh well…

Since last summer, my time has been split between organizing the conference, blogging and trying to make ends meet – the last six months have been EXTREMELY difficult financially.  While attempting to establish additional income thru conferences, my time available for research has been seriously affected and minimized. That said, I’ve been very reluctant to ask for donations since the volume of posts hasn’t been what it used to be when I was able to research on a full-time basis.




In addition to time constraint factors, many blog’s and YouTube channels have either shut-down, or have dramatically reduced the number of posts due to Google and YouTube censorship.  In the last two weeks alone, the number of daily notifications from youtube have dropped by 50% or more; and the number of posts have been in decline since early last year – making the search for useful, relevant information quite tricky at times.

Additionally, many news pieces are being recycled by other bloggers, am filtering those out and doing my very best to stay abreast of news that’s truly relevant to full disclosure, earth changes, psychic defense, healing and spiritual growth. Over the last few months I’ve had to re-direct my efforts and am doing my best to provide quality-over-quantity, and sincerely apologize to subscribers who pulled back monthly financial support after these unexpected-unforeseen changes.


In addition to the above, like everyone else this is an “energetically challenging” passage filled with intense activations, upgrades and initiations that require integration time away from the computer in prayer, meditation, ceremony and time outside in Nature balancing the energy’s. Have also been working energetically locally with people in the community to help raise conscious awareness. All volunteer work.

After 7+ years basically publishing full-time in isolation, while experiencing a powerful light body activation in 2012, has meant learning to get serious about walking the Sacred path of a Shaman. Which requires getting serious about unplugging from technology, laying down the sword of the keyboard warrior and getting my boots firmly on the ground in the local community. That said, it’s taken a long time to face my own addiction to technology and am now finding balance in my daily routine.

In addition to blogging, since attending the SSP conference last August I’ve also been working in support of the Full Disclosure Now movement. Later this year it appears I may have opportunity’s to get involved with income opportunity’s with their event management team.

My professional background is in the concert/event/music industry, at this I’m also seeking investor/s for the 2018 conference year and am looking for sponsor/s to support this work.

Also, I recently joined-up with Andrew Bartzis’ as a host for up-coming shows, which will provide a small income stream to help make ends meet. So atm, I’m seeking part time income opportunity’s simply to keep a roof over my head – which takes time away from blogging.


It’s difficult enough surviving, without getting hit with car problems. Last weekend my car broke down, requiring approx $500 for repairs. Including $120 holiday towing fee on Easter Sunday, which I had to borrow from a friend to get my car off the side of the road to the mechanic. Naturally, car problems hit when the internet, propane and electric bill are over-due. Among other things, the kitten I rescued in February needs shots & neutering before he starts spraying and it’s time to buy dog food again. Pffft! Seems like everything hits all at once in a perfect storm.



I’ve been trying to get this post out all week, but wanted to add a Patreon option for people who want to set up monthly donations, or for those don’t like using paypal. But, had no idea what I was getting into there. Am in the process of finalizing my Creator Page and am still trying to figure out how to embed a link to Patreon from here. Here’s the link to my page:


Tier 1,2,3 Patrons receive a monthly Intuitive Session/Consultation. For details please Email me at { ascendingstarseed at gmail dot com ] or send me a PM on FB.



Meanwhile, I SERIOUSLY need some help right now raising survival funds and to get my car out of the shop this week. As of 2017, “2012 The Awakening” has been going strong for seven years, with little, to no income derived from donations. For various reasons, many people working the Independent Media are having a very difficult time right now surviving financially. So much so, many publishers and video creators are giving up publishing in search of a real job. In the 14yrs I’ve been researching, I’ve never seen Truther’s such dire shape.

Google and YouTube censorship is hitting people hard, practically everyone is BEGGING for donations now – which can be overwhelming if you’re on a budget and truly desire to be of assistance. May I suggest pledging $1, $5 or $10 month or whatever you can comfortably afford, to your top 5-10 favorite publishers.  That said, it’s VITALLY important that users of independent media REALLY step-it up now by supporting your favorite publishers. 

If you’re a long time reader who’s found value here and has never donated, if you really want to make a difference in someone’s life – now is an excellent time to make a pledge in exchange-for-value-received, thank you! ❤ 🙂

Once again, thank you from the bottom-of-my-heart to everyone who’s ever donated to support this body of work, my gratitude is undying. Every dime has made a huge difference, mahalo nui!

Much love to all, In La Kech

Annette O’Toole


Annette O’Toole Interview from Mt Shasta ~ Denny Hunt

Insights from my life changing journey to Mt Shasta, am still grounding-in the activation’s and massive shifting’s still underway after the mountain called me back Labor day for a blissed-out weekend camping alone on the mountain. Stay tuned, there’s more to come 🙂 Much gratitude to Denny Hunt, nice work!


I met Annette online at the now ubiquitous Stillness in the Storm FB page. After learning that she had won one of two tickets Corey Goode gave away for the Mt Shasta Summer Conference Part 2, and that she was in a fix getting herself to California. So, I decided to ask her about launching a GoFundMe campaign to see if we could raise her airfare and expenses. She said, “Yes, let’s give it a try.” I think I was feeling confident given our recent success doing the same for ticket costs for that special Yvonne we know and love. The ‘Angel’ stepped up along with other angels and within 9 hours the funds were realized. Victory to the Light!

Annette O’Toole is best known for her work as publisher of 2012 The Awakening and Senior Moderator for Facebook’s Galactic History Discussion Page. Her love for the sacred nature of all life and passion for truth, has been the driving force behind her mission to assist in raising the collective conscious and help bring forth Full Disclosure.

Annette has known about her mission to assist the collective since she was 16yrs old, after a series of trauma’s that resulted in an NDE where a walk-in stepped in. Within weeks she had her first awakening experience, one so powerful, the doctors put her on medication and placed her in a psyche ward for a couple months until the awakening wore off and she eventually fell back asleep.

Until the early 2000’s when she began researching the Illuminati, UFO’s and earth changes. In 2008 thru her own inner-guidance, she remembered her starseed mission and adopted the online nickname as AscendingStarseed. At the time, she was living in Los Angeles where life began taking a fast downward spiral, which led to suicidal inclinations in 2009 and a move to the Big Island of Hawaii in early 2010, where she was able to begin healing.

On 11-11-11 Annette was activated with a large group of “first wave starseeds”. Several months later in June of 2012, she experienced a powerful full dna light body activation which is still in integration process. And until recently, due to the intense nature of her experience, she’s basically worked in isolation and is just now stepping into the public arena to make new contacts and expand her base of operations.

Currently she’s seeking blog contributors, like minded individuals who are interested in gaining more exposure for their work. For more information contact Annette at ascendingstarseed@gmail.com, or contact her on FB /react-text https://www.facebook.com/annette.otoo…

Annette writes, My purpose as a Starseed is to help others awaken to their own Divine potential , to raise awareness about enormous metaphysical and geological earth changes unfolding at this time and to assist people in remembering why we have all chosen to experience this truly amazing time to be alive. Albeit stressful as it can be sometimes, we’re here to learn compassion, empathy and that we are all interconnected to each other through the collective group mind and Spirit intertwined within our Consciousness.

Our true purpose here is to live in service to the Creation, living our life in service to each other. It means living by the Golden Rule which is simply treating others as we wish to be treated ourselves. Living without hate, judgment, negativity or fear and to maintain an energetic state of love. We must also work at remembering who we are, it’s healing past wounds and learning how our life now relates to past lifetimes and the lessons we’re here to learn in this life. Those are goals of a spiritually grounded and pure life.

We are all Co-Creators in this reality, thought creates therefore nothing is fixed. Whats been taken from humanity is the knowledge that we are powerful Creator beings that can create whatever we need at any moment, in any situation. All we need is to energize the outcome we’re seeking with the power of belief, visualization and intent.

Even better is to know that we are never alone, that we always have the assistance we need waiting on the other side of the veil. Personal guides that are overseeing all that happens, so whenever we need help even in hopeless situations, the assistance is there. In addition our Higher Self is always there for us ready to step in to help, unfortunately most of us never take advantage this guidance or ever realize it’s there.

IMPORTANT Update: BIG Thank you to donars, Merc Retro, Mt Shasta SSP conference WIN and current status

big island coast

Aloha! Hi Everyone,

Wow! What a week since my last update – the last few days has been quite the roller-coaster ride my friends! This update was actually scheduled to go out on Friday, but after writing for almost two hours, my computer deleted the update just as I was about to hit Publish.  Oddly enough, the same thing happened with the first update 10 days ago…when stuff like that happens twice in a row, it really makes one wonder about the presence of AI in this technology. It can also be frustrating..hmmm.

But, all in all, last week went very well. Thankfully, there was a good response to the donation drive which helped reach about 60% of my goal. The only not so good news: On Saturday my car broke down and I spent most of the day trying to get to Pahoa town for food and water, more on that further below.

First, I want to take an opportunity to thank everyone who responded to the call for donations so far. As a matter of transparency, here’s where everything stands in meeting expenses:

Since my computer is still glitchy and creating difficulty sending out individual emails, I’m taking this opportunity to thank everyone for your generous and thoughtful donations.

I’ve never had problems with Paypal. So that said, if you donated last week and don’t see your name below, please contact me with the details at the email provided below. Also, several people included a short note of encouragement and well wishes that really touched my heart: Soul tear for your kind words, Namaste.

EXTRA special thanks and my deepest gratitude goes out to the following people for answering the call

Kathie K, Kathyrn R, Frannie, Ken, Juliet, Charles U, Daniela R, Sarah B, Teresa M, William R,  Judy B, Georgia, Mark L, Celine, Helena, Jane G, Deborah, Diana T, Steven K and Eric S.

So far I’m about 60% toward hitting the “original goal” estimated to cover expenses. As a matter of transparency, here’s where I’m at on getting things covered.

Last Thursday I ordered the hard drive ($105.00) and it should be here by the end of the week. Once it arrives, I’ll be offline for a few days until it’s installed. Will still take at least $50 in labor costs to have it repaired. It’s going to be soooo nice to work on a highly functional, fast, glitch free, responsive computer…I can’t wait!!! This computer’s been hobbling along all year, thank you so very much everyone 🙂

I finally ordered much needed supplements on Friday. Even tho I got some great sale prices I was out of the more expensive products, the total was approx $205, with shipping for everything I necessary to maintain good health.

Your donations helped cover $35 phone card to keep my cell phone on 🙂

Then wouldn’t you know, over the weekend my car broke down as I was headed into Hilo to buy groceries. So instead of saving on food costs in the city, I had to find a ride to Pahoa town which is much closer to my home, but food costs are also almost twice as much. I also had to pay my friend for gas which brought food costs to approx $115 for about 7-10 days (buying same items in Hilo would’ve cost ave $60-$70). Saturday was a rather heavy day of trying to move around obstacles.

Current status:

I still have $230 which will go toward paying for internet ($90), yardwork, dog food and bird seed. Precious sends her love and gratitude…Yay!!

precious 2Since I couldn’t make it into Hilo, I still need to buy Precious a new aerial run, which remains out of budget. Also, I learned that treatments for red ants will run $225 because they neglected to inform me there was a problem with my debit card for the last treatment in May – so I have $75 outstanding that I wasn’t aware of! Grrrr…Precious

But, now to top everything off, I’m facing car repairs. Am scheduled to take it in tomorrow to see what’s going on. It appears to be a fuel system issue because the engine is dying when idling, am hoping it’s just a clogged filter or something simple like that. So if you can, please send prayers my way for a low-cost repair job! And SO IT IS!

Now here’s the fun part. With everything breaking down, or due at once I was beginning to wonder where I was out of alignment. So I went inward for some inner fine tuning; cleansing and purging density and blockages, as well as karma from my energetic field and cellular memory. We’ve also been moving thru Lion’s Gate energy’s which has caused much shifting upward and in the process, much density has been released in the last two weeks.

I’m usually very good at energetically holding things together and rarely experience “breakdowns” of material items. That said, nothing lasts forever in 3d and eventually things stop working and need to be repaired, or replaced.

Also, since we’ve been moving into the pre-phase of Mercury retrograde, it feels like these  energy’s came in to help replace that which is old, and not serving me anymore. As well as for me to take a look at where I’m not centered or in alignment. One of the biggest lessons in the past week has been too remain patient and learn to “allow” prosperity consciousness to work with the manifestational aspects of addressing financial issues that arise, remaining in faith that everything I need will be provided thru Source and Oversoul – instead of falling into worry or despair.

Also, good advise for introspection here, more on the shadow phase of Mercury retrograde:

Although the Pre-Shadow is often ignored, it is very important, because much of the difficulty that is encountered later with the Mercury Retrograde period itself is set up in the Pre-Shadow.

The day that Mercury enters the Pre Shadow can show up as a more sensitive time as it is at the same relative location that it will later become retrograde. This date is shown on the Mercury Retrograde Calendar as a blue square.

The Pre Shadow Sets Mercury Retrograde Up

Common ways that we may contribute to the Pre-Shadow is to ignore our inner voice, ignore our intuition and to ignore the hints that the universe poses to us. Watch yourself during this period when you ignore things because you think they are not important, because you make assumptions or follow the assumptions of others.

Become aware of where your assumptions, judgments, dismissiveness or even arrogance come from, because often if their source is from hurts, reactions or buttons being pushed, then they will lead you astray, and set you up for later challenges.

Ok, now that I got the bad news out of the way. Here’s where the roller-coaster ride began…

On Friday morning I received word from Corey Goode that I won a FREE pass to the Mt Shasta Secret Space Program!! OMG! I’m so excited! But, this wonderful opportunity also comes at a time when I’m faced with serious challenges in making ends meet. But, my guidance is advising me to go – for too many reasons to list here. Folks, I can’t turn this opportunity down and am moving mountains to make the trip happen on less than a shoestring budget.

Got FREQUENT FLYER miles you wish to donate toward a GREAT cause? When I registered for the contest I thought I could fall back on a friend who asked me to come to San Francisco earlier this year, and he would pay for the trip with frequent flyer miles. At the time I didn’t have a dog sitter and had to decline. Now I have a dog sitter and a free pass to the conference, but can’t get a hold of my friend thanks to that darn Mercury Retrograde pre-shadow stuff 😛

So, if you have a large cache of transferable Frequent Flyer miles accrued, can you donate some of those miles to a great cause? I have 10days to get to Mt Shasta, time is of the essence…

Hopefully I can post updates with behind the scenes pics and videos from Mt Shasta with my tablet, if not they’ll be posted when I return home.

So, to sum it all up. Even tho I’m middle of what initially felt like collapse energy, there are some exciting and promising manifestations which indicate I’m energetically on the right track energetically and my inner-guidance says just keep doing the inner-work – all is good and everything is working toward the Highest Possible Outcome.

Thanks again to anyone who has ever donated money and to all those who answered the call for help last week, I can’t keep publishing without reader support.

Since 2010 I’ve published 12,000+ posts in over 200 categories, this is a tremendous body of work available to everyone who seeks truth and higher learning. If you’ve ever considered making a donation as an energetic exchange for value, now would be the purrfect time to help this publisher stay afloat financially, so as to keep this blog in publishing status. I also need assistance making the journey and covering expenses to Mt Shasta for the Secret Space Program conference, so I may honor this blessing and “gifted opportunity” from The Creator, handed down thru Corey Goode.

Sooo much GRATITUDE!! ❤

Wishing everyone a magical and prosperous week! Thanks again for all your support, I can’t do this without assistance and so many wonderful people answered the call for help. You’re love, encouragement and support is the wind beneath my wings!

Kindest regards, Mahalo Nui


Email: { ascendingstarseed at gmail dot com }


Myself and Ben Nihi, Prime Minister, Hawaiian Kingdom. He’s the Elder I work with, he was dropping me off at the Kauai airport when I moved back to the Big Island, Aug 2015.






IMPORTANT Blog Update: Hard Drive FAILURE: IMMINENT & The Perfect $$ Storm – URGENT Donation Drive

Aloha! Hi Everyone,

Hope you had a great weekend and are enjoying the potent, incoming Lion’s Gate energy’s continuing to pour-in over the next week. Take this time for healing, leave the chaos and rat race behind, unplug and get out in nature to soak up the energy’s. Even better, if you have a tent and a backyard, or even a balcony, try sleeping outside for a few nights. Sleeping outside will help reset your energetic’s, get aligned to elemental energy’s and have you well-grounded in preparation for the upcoming eclipse at the end of August.

After the eclipse it’s liable to get even crazier as we head into the Equinox energy’s. Sept-Oct are when “the system” tends to roll out more chaos and confusion – especially this year with global economic collapse on the horizon and a potentially volatile US election ahead.

So, keep your hands and feet in the car, and seat belts fastened tight…looks like a wild ride ahead! Wooohoo!

Also, it’s important to be mindful that NOW is the time to be Co-Creating and imagining your future timeline. Avoid getting caught up in outer conditions and all “the crazy” unfolding on the global stage, or even in your own backyard. Set your intentions aiming for the highest possible outcome for yourself, and all of humanity knowing that IT IS ALREADY DONE, AND SO IT IS!

In addition , I’d like to take this opportunity to give a BIG SHOUT-OUT, in EXPRESSING SO MUCH GRATITUDE for subscribers Ken, Frannie, Charles, Teresa and William and your commitment to monthly support! I’m honored and humbled by your thoughtfulness and generosity. I’d also like to thank anyone who has donated money in the past. Mahalo nui for your kindness, compassion and generous nature – each and every one of you are truly my inspiration in keeping 2012 The Awakening alive!

It’s always been extremely difficult asking for donations and subscriptions – especially since my core belief is ALL knowledge should be FREE, without a price. So this has been a hard letter to write, but at this point I’m completely out of options. With a failing hard drive, there’s no choice – I have to ask financial assistance to simply to keep publishing.

My computer is literally on it’s last leg. For awhile now I’ve been having numerous problems with crashes and uber-glitches – so bad I’ve renamed my computer “Glitchy”. But, in the last week the problems have gotten worse and the computer has been very difficult to start-up. I’m now getting messages that the hard drive is failing. Bummer! I just checked prices, to have a new hard drive installed is approx $150 with labor.

Unfortunately, this is happening in the midst of the “Perfect Storm” of financial hardships which have been piling up for a couple months, but in the last week or so I’ve literally been buried with expenses from bills & unexpected breakdowns. All of a sudden everything is due or breaking down – all at once. For instance…

Two months behind on paying the internet bill $90 with late fees. My no-contract cell phone payment is is due tomorrow $35.

Last week my dog Precious broke her aerial run – within one week she snapped both lines! Two weeks ago I had just replaced the leash line after she chewed thru the metal cord. Then last week the line that ties to the tree broke in two. She’s only 30lbs, but she’s very strong and when she’s trying to get at a mongoose she puts a lot of stress on the lines and they finally broke.

The ‘yanking’ stress also applies to her harness, which is fraying and will need replaced soon too. Between the aerial run and harness here goes $55…or so. Also, her dog food is almost gone and I’m out of bird seed for the Chickens, Doves and Cardinals. Bam, there goes another $35

In addition to animal supply’s, I’m completely out of supplements $150-200 (depending on sale prices). I’m also treating dental issues and my water flosser broke down – $80. Fire Ants are taking over my house, so the property needs two treatments $150 (I’m allergic to their bites, so this is important). Yard service $75. Then with food, gas and miscellaneous stuff, it’s going to take approx. $1000 or more just to stay afloat in August.

To make ends meet over the last few months, I’ve been taking odd jobs to stay afloat and am looking for part time work since January, but there hasn’t been much available since “jobs” are virtually non-existent on the big island. How bad is it? A friend from the mainland who’s a Master Builder stayed with me in July, he’s extremely talented and can do anything “building related”. He ended up going back home after only two weeks because there was absolutely nothing available in the construction trade. I was quite surprised, figured he could find something in his field to earn a paycheck…

I’m also attempting to earn income streams thru affiliate programs, but have only earned $3.99 after 30 days. So that hasn’t helped covering expenses either.

So, currently this is where things are at with my computer, there are serious start-up issues and I can no longer shut it down at night. So, I’m not sure how long it will keep running before another system failure crash. That said, I’ll leave this post at the top of the page just in case it crashes and I’m no longer able to publish until enough funds are raised to cover repairs – which will be addressed first.  Then, when expenses for August are met, this post will finally come down.

So, that said: From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank everyone in advance who values the “energetic exchange for information/awareness” and answers the call for help by committing to a small monthly sum ($1.11, $3.69 etc), or simply a one time donation thru the link at the top right of the page.

Your generosity and thoughtful nature are deeply appreciated!

Also, to be clear…this call ONLY goes out to people who are financially comfortable and can afford to help. If you’re living on SS or a limited income, please…I ask that you take care of you and your loved ones, I’m confident Spirit will answer the call without anyone having to suffer, or do without – that’s one thing my conscious can’t bear.

Thank you for taking the time to hear me out, and for your support. Enjoy the Lion’s Gate energy’s that will continue to pour in over the next week, use them for healing, clearing  and setting your intentions for what you wish to manifest thru the end of the year.

Much love,


Blog Update: Time-out for dealing with Tropical Storm “Darby”, currently taking aim at Hawaii’s Big Island: Earthkeeper Call-to-Action


Aloha! Hi Everyone,

Wanted to let you know that I’ve been taking time off the last couple days to deal with Tropical Storm Darby heading for the Big Island, which is where I live on the very eastern tip of the island. Looks like we “may” be in for the brunt of the storm.

I’m calling on all Earthkeepers who wish to take action protective for the islands, to help fortify a dome of protection over the island, work on calming the winds, raising barometric pressure and moving the trajectory of the storm to take the path of least resistance past the island. Earlier Darby looked like it might south of the island, now it looks like it could slide toward the north.

NOAA’s current trajectory: http://www.prh.noaa.gov/cphc/tc_graphics/display_probwinds.php?stormid=EP052016&latest=y#prob34

Accuweather interactive satellite: http://www.accuweather.com/en/us/hawaii/satellite-interactive

Where I live we have a forest of mostly dead Ohia trees, the last thing we need are high winds and heavy rains. Currently Civil Defense is closing all coastal beaches and parks, and warning residents tow watch for downed trees and power lines. If you don’t hear from me for a few days, it’s probably because the power went down.

With help from Earthkeepers, I expect the storm will calm down and move southward, sooo much love and gratitude for your service everyone! Will keep you posted after the storm moves past.

Much love,



New Affiliate Programs to help you “PREPARE” for market collapse: *Bullion MARKET ALERT* Silver & Gold SURGES, Numanna NON-GMO food storage and AquaNui Home Distillers

Aloha Everyone!

Precious metals are breaking-out, NOW is the time to prepare for economic collapse and buy before prices soar and/or stocks run-out. As of 6/30/16 at 5:00pm ET silver closed at $19.71, which is the highest spot price I’ve personally seen since I began following the precious metals markets in early 2015.

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Additionally, I’d also like to thank everyone who’s donated in the past,  thank you for your patronage and support – it’s appreciated more than you can ever know. Times are very tough right now, which has literally been reflected in the lack of donations over the last few months. I recently came to a crossroads in my awareness, where the lack of support from donations caused me to question my ability to continue investing so much time on research, when I’m struggling to survive.

That said, upon the recent advise of a friend, I decided to look at alternative income streams and researched some of the top affiliate programs online for smart, saavy readers who are awake, aware and preparing for the coming storm. Programs which can also help generate streams of income so I can continue this body of work.

Special thanks to to Ken, Tom, Daniela, Juliet, David M., Karen and Steve S. for your support this year…the depth of my gratitude is so large, it cannot be expressed with words.

Please contact me by email if there are problems with the links at  {ascendingstarseed at gmail dot com }..

Mahalo nui! Annette



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Blog Update: Having Computer Problems

Aloha everyone!

I’m going to make this short, because I can barely type…

My computer’s been acting up the last couple weeks, took yesterday off to run deep-cleaning and it still hasn’t resolved the problems. The way it’s acting up, think a virus is causing major glitches in performance…right now, instead of performing this computer is playing tricks that are making it impossible to work.

Today I got some tips from a couple techies on resolving the problems before I do a complete wipe to reset everything back to manufactures setting. Either way, it will probably take a couple days to navigate dos and clear the problems. I’m not a techie, so going into dos makes me feel like Helen Keller in a new house…have to feel my around because I don’t where anything is, fortunately some friends gave me a direction to head-in 😉

Will be back as quickly as possible, wish me luck!

Much love and aloha!






UPDATE: Rumor of Bob Dean’s death greatly exaggerated….

BOB DEAN UPDATE: It is with pleasure to announce that Bob Dean is still with us, and want apologize for this grave misunderstanding or for any pain that it may have caused with family, friends or fans. The GREAT news came from Richard Dolan’s FB page, here are Richards comments:
“Very happy to report that Bob Dean is indeed alive. I just spoke with Marcia Schafer, who told me that he is fine, and that perhaps the rumor started with someone confusing him with Edgar Mitchell. We don’t know. However, I want to apologize to everyone for spreading news before it was confirmed. That is my mistake and it will not happen again. Glad to have you with us, still, Bob!”
Once again, I still believe my source to be highly credible and that this was an honest mistake. This is one instance where I’m relieved to be wrong, so happy to know Bob’s still with us. Please accept my sincerest apology’s, Namaste, Annette ❤ 🙂

BLOG UPDATE: Betrayal Energy’s and Facing our Shadow, Donation Drive

Hi Everyone, Aloha!

Hope this finds readers enjoying the incoming wave of Higher energies and having an enjoyable beginning to 2016! So far, this years positioned to be another wild ride, so keep those tray tables up and your seat belts tight for what’s destined to be a very interesting year as the Quickening accelerates toward the Shift, or Event.

Last year was quite the ride, many of us were faced with the kind of “Dark night of the Soul” experiences we thought were in the past, only to discover ourselves dealing with aspects our ego based shadow. Or worse, dark entity’s/energy’s that managed to penetrate our protective shielding, which ultimately brought us face-to-face with our shadow aspects – which happens when the ego is triggered by threats to our survival, or the safety of our loved ones.

But, when we look deeper into the process that’s unfolding for the collective, we are each being asked to purge and cleanse very deep seated trauma from our ancient past. Many of us are dealing with residual energy from our actions that go as far back as the end times of Atlantis, and further. We must be honest with ourselves and ask forgiveness where we have betrayed others, forgive those who betrayed us and forgive ourselves for the betrayal to Self.

So, if you find yourself currently dealing with the energy of betrayal, it’s asking you to go within and take an honest look at where you betrayed others in this life, and in all your past incarnations. In my experience, the best technique in finding forgiveness taking the Ho’oponopono prayer into your heart-space until you experience a shift. For myself, the shifting took place in my gut and manifested in stomach cramps, accompanied by sharp pains and some indigestion.

Once the discomfort passed, I began experiencing sensations in my belly (core) I haven’t experienced since childhood and now the Higher energy’s are moving downward much easier to the lower three “emotion based” chakras, and much of the “resistance energy” has cleared.

Just wanted to share my insights and experience for those who may be experiencing similar situations, as I noticed many people dealing with similar betrayal issues in their personal lives, while attempting to place the blame outside themselves on the Archon’s, family, friends, co-workers, demons, the gov’t etc. Yes, these outer conditions may have an influence on our current situation, but ultimately they are a projection of energy’s buried much deeper within, surfacing from “inner conditions”.

Self-reflection is never easy when we feel we’re under attack and getting our butts kicked in 3D, but when that happens, taking a good HONEST look in the mirror is usually a GREAT place to begin healing when we’re experiencing pain, suffering or lack. Most likely, it’s our Higher Self/Source Creator that created the “outer condition” to help us find remedy and resolution to that which hasn’t been dealt with in the past.

And, until we’ve healed our core issues, the “painful outer conditions” will continue to manifest over and over until healing takes place and the core issues are resolved.

Speaking of core issue’s, the last few months since moving back to the Big Island have really taken their toll on me financially. And, with employment virtually non-existent on the island, I’ve been robbing Peter to pay Paul since late Oct. In November, expensive car problems arose that set me back a bit. Then Thanksgiving week I adopted Precious, a one year old, female Lab/Border Collie mix who was being neglected and abused. She’s an absolute sweetheart, is very smart and a great companion. But, as the saying goes – no good deed goes unpunished. In the process I’ve incurred over $300 in vet bills, medications, food, treats, collar, leash, food bowls and most importantly: doggy bones so she doesn’t tear-up the furniture, shoes and pillows.

Now it’s become obvious Precious needs micro-chipped, tags and a $35 trolley leash to keep her from chasing mongooses into the forest and getting lost. After two close calls where she disappeared last weekend, I finally had to chain her up, but only have a leash tied to a small rope giving her about 10ft to run with – which IMO is unacceptable when a trolley will give her 25ft of yard to run back and forth.

In addition, I’ve fallen behind on my internet payments, need to fill my propane tank for hot water, buy a pre-paid phone card and most importantly, I haven’t taken my usual daily supplements for immune system and liver health for over a month because I haven’t had $140-$150 to restock.

Long term readers will remember my relapses with Hepatitis C relapses back in 2011 and 2013 which I put me on disability for over 4yrs. In 2014 I experienced healing while on Kauai and am back on my feet again, and taking daily supplements are a VERY important aspect to staying healthy. Currently SwansonVitamins.com has a sale for $30 off purchases of $150 which expires tomorrow, Thurs., at midnite. I’ve posted several items on Craigslist for sale and am hoping to raise enough in donations to cover the cost of supplements, and buy a trolley leash for Precious and cover expenses. So far, no one has responded.

And aside from less than a handful of loyal supporters who have pledged monthly support (ave $25mo total), over the last couple years, donations have been almost non-existent. Even tho times are tough, I’ve been resisting asking for donations again; but, at this point nothing has manifested for earned income and I’m really in a tight spot trying to make ends meet.

So here’s what I’m asking, if the information published here has benefited you in anyway, will you please consider making a one time donation? Even better, if you can spare a $5-$10 recurring monthly payment it would really help cover expenses so I can continue to build on this body of work – which includes a whopping 11,500+ posts since 2010.

And, I’m only asking for help “IF” you’re financially able and have money to spare, in that case a small donation would be GREATLY APPRECIATED! But, if you’re struggling financially please take care of yourself, and your loved ones – this message is not directed at you.

So, that said…if only a fraction of this blog’s 1700+ followers pledged $3, $5-$10mo as an “exchange for value” received in knowledge and increased awareness, it would greatly help to keep this blog, myself and Precious alive and well, until the day of prosperity and a New Earth arrives for us all.

Overall I’m slowly managing to to get on my feet after the move. Fortunately the house I lived in from 2010-2014 was still vacant after returning from Kauai. Based on a great rental history here, I was able to negotiate a work-trade deal with the landlord as a caretaker in exchange for rent. That really helps a lot…thank god for small miracles!! 🙂

So at this point, in addition to donations I am also seeking ways to earn income to cover food and living expenses without having to fall-back on providing slave labor for “the system”. But just to cover all bases, I’ve also been looking for a part-time job, and there’s literally nothing in the Hilo area to apply for…absolutely nothing. If any readers have income opportunity’s to offer or share, please contact me by email at  {ascendingstarseed at gmail dot com}

To all my readers, thank you so much for your love, loyalty, understanding and support over the years. At times in the past, keeping this blog alive has been a struggle to maintain, but my commitment to your personal evolution and the Greater Common Good is steadfast and unwavering. Know that I will be here until humanity reaches the tipping point, the Shift has arrived and Absolute Disclosure has been initiated. Until then, I will continue to help fill the void where MSM, religion and the education system has failed to deliver truth about our reality and who we are.

Consider this blog a mission of love for humanity and our Earth Mother.

Much love to all, mahalo for your support,









BLOG UPDATE: Heads-up. My computer’s crashing and freezing-up again. Also, moving back to the Big Island

Hi All, Aloha!

Hey just want to notify readers my computer’s experiencing what’s turning in to “bi-annual” technical problems again. Same symptoms are appearing every six months since May 2014. A couple weeks ago my PC began crashing, I did some repairs and thought the problem was solved. Have been having serious issues with Safari, but that’s where I’m running Facebook from…so d’uh!

Then today my computer began freezing-up, in the last hour I had to reboot twice. Not a good sign….

So, if there’s another lapse in publishing in the near future, hang in there until I get the problems resolved.

Also just to let you know, sometime around August 1st I’ll be moving back to the Big Island. So at some point toward the last week of July I’ll be taking time off to pack box’s, board my personal belongings on the freighter and then make the journey back to Pahoa.

So as we move closer to the end of the month, expect fewer posts and updates going into August, I’ll keep you posted as time progresses.

Much love, blessings and aloha to All!


Email: ascendingstarseed at gmail dot com

From KP’s blog: Note about videos and their “viewability”

When I upload videos, first they go to YouTube. Then YouTube has to process. I post to “the blog” as soon as the video goes up.

So… for lo def, they should be available to view right away. If they’re HI DEF, it will take longer for YouTube to fully process them. Maybe a few minutes after posting.

So if you click video and it says “not available”, it’s likely because YouTube is still processing it. Just hold on and practice a “tad” of patience. It will come out… eventually.

Aloha, KP

Blog Update April 10, 2015


Just a quick update to let everyone know I finally got moved and am in a MUCH better space than I’ve found since moving to Kauai from the Big Island in January 2104. The new place has a more rural setting, lots of nature, my birds (two doves and a hand raised hen) are very happy here and and the new housemates welcomed me with open arms. Wonderful people! And, best of all, we’re living on sacred ancestral lands, the energy here is very powerful and simply magnificent. It’s providing much needed healing from my previous living environment.

Even though moving in the midst of heavy planetary alignments presented some interesting challenges, I’m grateful for the learning experience and couldn’t be happier with the outcome. The timing was perfect for cleansing everything which no longer served me.

I’m still unpacking and getting settled in, and the blog should be up and running full speed again WITHIN 1-5 days. Unfortunately my room is far enough from the wi-fi router that I’m getting a poor signal, so tomorrow I’m shopping for a reasonably priced wi-fi range extender that will do the job. Unfortunately, the availability of electronics is extremely limited and over priced here on the island, so I may have to order one online. Costco only carry’s one brand for $100, whereas I can get a better device with TigerDirect.com for only $39. So, please bear with me just a few more days till these obstacles are oversome…

More good news since the last update, it looks like I may have at least two contributing editors coming on-board soon. Also the possibility that I “may” be producing a talk radio show with a very good friend and an amazing individual who has much to share with the collective on the nature of this organic, holographic reality and our intimate connection with Mother Earth/Gaia/Sophia. Our conversations together are producing some incredible interpersonal synchronicity’s and some mind blowing data coming in that should be shared with the collective. I’ll know more after my friend arrives from Los Angeles at the end of the month and we have a chance to sit down face to face to discuss the details of producing a show at length.

This much I do know, if it happens we’ll be taking calls from listeners. So it’ll be a great opportunity to get acquainted and develop a rapport with you, the reader while sharing our insights with the collective.

At this point I’m still looking for 4-5 contributing editors, show producer and webmaster; so, if you feel you have something that offer readers and are interested in joining the team please contact me at {ascendingstarseed @ hushmail . com} for further information. Blog publishing is easy, there’s no pressure and sharing your journeys down the rabbit-hole is fun, fulfilling and a great way to assist people around the world on their journey.

In essence that’s how this blog began, as a way to share my journeys into the rabbit hole while exploring the true nature of life on Spaceship Earth. Now you have the same chance, the only requirements are basic computer and internet skills, no fear porn, no New Age ascended master or archangel B.S. and a good feel for disinfo.

Also, thank you to everyone who’s donated money over the last few months, your continued support is VERY much appreciated and I sincerely apologize for the recent gaps in publishing and am working hard on getting back to normal as quickly as possible. And to show my appreciation for your dedication and support, once I get settled in I’ll be offering a free Syrian Starseed Tarot, or a Sacred Path reading to everyone who’s donated money since the technical problems began last November when I moved into a haunted home, with haunted people.

In hindsight, it appears to be disturbed entity’s in the home that were creating some, if not all of the technical problems I was having with all of my devices…not just the PC. Fortunately that’s in the past now, and from my new POV the future’s looking SOOOO bright I gotta wear shades. {BIG smile}

Have a magical weekend!

Much love to all!




Wishing You a Magical 2015!! Blog Update ~ From computer hell, to one very long, bad dream…

Aloha and a Happy Holiday Season to All!

Well folks, I got my computer back from the Computer Hospital and am absolutely miffed, it still has the same internet problems as it had when I returned it over two weeks ago – taking several minutes to download webpages and right now I can’t even access YouTube to check playback issues due to intnernet connectivity problems. WTF??? Now it’s beginning to feel like “computer hell” has turned in  to one very long, bad dream. Seriously, I’m almost in tears over all this…. (btw…bringing me to tears is NOT an easy feat either.)

Geezuz…I was so excited yesterday, all in anticipation of loading up an entire backlog of archived materials that’s been piling up on my tablet since mid-December, all waiting to be transferred over to the blog. While the tablet performs basic surfing functions, WordPress won’t allow basic administrative functions from the device..

I’ve done everything possible to resolve the computer issues, at this point the only thing left to do is do a complete system restore and reseting everything back to factory settings. Right now, I’m attempting to back-up a few files online, but can’t get into cyphertite.com to upload and my usb sticks don’t have enough space left for the data. So bear with me a couple more days, if I can’t get into cyphertite I’ll have to go into Lihue on Friday when stores re-open after the holiday to buy another flash drive and a copy of Norton Anti-Virus, since the free copy they downloaded into my computer will get wiped out when I do the system restore.

I would like to thank everyone for their support, your donations helped cover almost $200 in repairs and additional software trying to resolve technical issues. Plus, it’ll cost another $75 to get what I need on Friday. So every litl bit helps right now.

Also a big shout out to Daniela, Karen, Keri, DP and Andre for the links and in helping me stay abreast of current events, will get everything posted in due time once I’m back up and running.

One note of interest, the energy coming in right now is absolutely amazing! IMO we’re beginning to see the effects of the massive cloud of photonic energy penetrating our solar system, incoming space weather that’s already reached Mars and is making its way toward the inner planets Earth, Venus and Mercury – before reaching the Sun – which should produce some very interesting phenomena. At this point, I’m observing many subtle changes within myself as well in others, and that’s in addition to some major changes unfolding geo-politically and within our own peaceful little Truther community. Now the mudslinging is getting fierce, with people accusing each other of much wrongdoing.

Just another sign that EVERYTHING is coming up for exposure, cleansing, renewal and re-calibration. Nothing remains hidden any longer, we are truly entering a new epoch…

If you haven’t already done so, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND watching Susan Rennison’s TU Deft Space Weather presentation posted on this blog. Just scroll down the right column for the search box and find the presentation here, or go to SusanRennison.com and look in the upper left hand column for the 2014 TU Deft link. From my perspective, this new energy is arriving on Earth NOW and is changing EVERYTHING thru Intelligent Photonic Light. Simply put it’s God Light, also known as Mana. Just use your intent to connect with the Presence within this intelligent energy, then invite it into your being and become One. I’ve been working with it the last couple of days and am WOWED!! at it’s potential to transform our inner and outer world.

To be honest, I’ve wondered if the energy coming in is causing many of the technical problems many are experiencing right now. Over the last few weeks I’ve had some VERY BIZARRE technical glitches with other devices, as well as a high number of power outages, and have talked with others who are experiencing similar problems. Rennison has been warning us since 2011 to expect these technical glitches to get worse as the energy from incoming space weather continues to filter in to the planet.

Also, I’m going to try to open up the comment section below so readers can comment and share their experiences…if any.  Would love to hear your feedback and insights on how the incoming energy’s! I’m also leaving my email address for anyone with questions, or comments.

I’m kindly asking that you PLEASE DO NOT POST SPAM, NO ADS! I had to turn off comments in 2013 because the spammers were attacking this site with over 100 posts a day, couldn’t keep up with it so I shut it down.  WARNING: ANYONE posting spam to this site will be reported – NO TOLERANCE SPAMMERS OR TROLLS, period. Same goes for email, please respect my request as I would do the same for you.

So anyway, all that said…here’s to a safe, prosperous and magical 2015 for EVERYONE! May all your wishes and dreams be realized, tenfold!

Much love and gratitude,



Over the next couple days while I work to get back online full time, here’s a personal message and an article with some food for thought for the coming year: NOW is the time to fully embody, embrace and integrate the Ever Powerful, Co-Creating, Manifesting Creator BE-ing that you ARE and always have been!

At this Auspicious Time, I Want You to Know…


At this auspicious time in your life, I want you to know…

…that you are the creator of your reality. Creation, in this now moment, is inviting you to see the infinity of your existence.

Creation wants you to know that you are Creation and the Creator, you exist within the torus vortex of the Inter-Creational relationship between You and the Heart of All Things.

No matter what you are faced with, no matter the hardships or difficulties that might be playing themselves out in your life, you hold the cards and you own the deck.

Everything that is showing up in your surroundings right now that might prove tough or even incomprehensible, whether it has started recently or is already playing out for a long time, whether it involves situations generated by those around you or those that have left you, or whether it is about health, abundance, mental anguish or what else may appear to come your way…

…all of these situations are finite, yet you are infinite.

top-secret-smoothie-infinity-8jpg-300x234You are the infinite creator of your reality and you are its (your own) infinite creation. Everything that happens to you is, by necessity of linearity, finite. Yet, everything that happens inside of you is, by default, infinite and unique.

Once you realise this simple truth and you ‘realise’ it within your torus vortex, you will start to be able to decide the length of the finite nature of circumstances, and you can once again take charge.

And with this realisation, you will bring the magic that you so seek — the auspiciousness of synchronicity and the elegance of grace — into focus, allowing you to take center stage, as the King and Queen on the Throne of Your Existence, once more.

Never forget: you call the shots, including your choice to let others do so… or not.

You are Love, You are Loved.

This, my Dear One, is what I want you to know.

Embrace this Truth, and you will embrace yourSelf  ∞  evermore.

Kwan Yin











Blog Update: Sunday, January 19th, 2013

Scroll down for updates, mahalo!

Aloha! Dear Readers,

Thought I would take a moment to apologize to readers for my absence the last few weeks. As always, the holidays were crazy, since Christmas week I’ve also been in the middle of packing my house to move to Kauai. In addition, I have an energy master and a healer visiting from Australia that arrived January 4th for an extended stay here on the islands. As a result, we’ve been very busy making pilgrimages to sacred sites here on the Big Island to conduct ceremonial work.

In addition, since the week of December 11th, I’ve been experiencing massive upgrades accompanied by extremely powerful activations to integrate. When that happens, I feel the need to pull my energy back from the internet because the parasitic nature of online technology is designed to drain our chi flow. As a result I’ve received strong guidance I to stay focused on “walking in energy” in order to maintain and build on the energy coming in.

This is a great time of positive change, there are unprecedented changes coming our way Divinely designed to transform our reality to bring in a completely new paradigm. There are phenomenal energy’s are coming in right now, like nothing we’ve experienced in many thousands of years. It’s vital that each individual takes advantage of this time by eliminating all distractions to focus on bringing in soul mastery.  As a result, I may take a hiatus from the blog for awhile to settle in on Kauai; and, to focus on continuing to bringing in soul mastery while also assisting people on a more personal level.

That being said, at this time I’m answering a Higher Calling to shift my priorities to make time to give-out soul codes and perform activations.  Over the last couple years many readers have asked me for readings, but my inner guidance told me to wait until my own healing was complete and I have a full set of soul codes.

Now all my soul codes are activated and I’ve been performing activations for the last several months without even realizing it until just recently. So at this time,  I’ve been guided to offer sessions to those seeking spiritual guidance, activations and healing at the soul level.  Currently my calendar is open to assist people with activations and to help those on a graduating time-line in crossing-over the transformational bridge. You’re welcome to contact me at ascendingstarseed@gmail.com for more information

Once again, please accept my apologies. With everything unfolding at once, I’ve had absolutely NO time to research or even post a notice on the blog. In the meantime, until I get settled in on Kauai,  please hit the follow button or subscribe to the RSS feed to stay abreast of posts and blog updates.

Much love and gratitude for you concern and support, once again please accept my apologies for my absence.


Wrapping up 2012: Looking Toward the Future and Working Together Building a New Era in Unity Consciousness


Well here we are, wrapping up the 2012 holiday season and the end of a historical year that will go down as a major turning point for humanity. So, I hope this finds you at peace with “your” reality, firmly aligned with Spirit as we move in to birthing a new world and a new era that begins with 2013. The past few years leading up to this point have been a wild ride for just about everyone and fortunately, 2012 has been a much smoother journey than most of us expected.

For myself, it’s been a miraculous year. One of incredible transformation after learning in June that I’m a walk-in, a volunteer soul with an ancient past that goes back long before humanity began it’s journey here on Earth.  Immediately  following that discovery came my third eye activation, which also accompanied a massive Kundalini Awakening that launched an entirely new phase of reality.  For example, when I close my eyes a very interesting light show appears reflecting beautiful rays of colored light and magnetic energy signatures with electrons moving into and around vortex’s, there are wormholes, standing waves, cones, spirals and more. Also, reaching zero point is almost instantaneous and my hands/feet are constantly buzzing with energy!

At this point the most frustrating part is having no idea what the images I’m seeing mean or how to decipher them without having a spiritual master, or Yoda to show me how interpret “Force” energy. So, this phase of the journey has just begun. If there are any masters out there who wish to apprentice a soul from the age of Zep Tepi and the early Egyptian Mystery schools,  please use the box below to contact me as I’m seeking further guidance to re-learn and master my skills.

Also, if there are others like myself who underwent a profound spiritual transformation over the last 12 months and are having powerful  experiences they don’t quite understand or who wish to recover their mastery, maybe we can start a forum based support group where we can share and gather feedback from each other. If this is something you’re interested in participating in please share your experience and leave your contact information below, if there’s enough interest I will follow up asap.

I’m also seeking individual/s interested in collaborating on a healing retreat and establishing the only metaphysical book/accessory store in Pahoa, which has the fastest growing population on the islands.

Oddly enough, in 2008 when I titled this blog 2012 The Awakening I had no idea how profound my own personal awakening would prove to be. And, I truly hope this body of work has enriched your life in ways that help you to achieve a better understanding of who you are and  how reality functions at the most basic, quantum levels of consciousness. Hopefully your awakening has been an magical journey for you as well…

Also a note of deep gratitude and thanks to everyone who’s supported this blog, my appreciation could never be adequately expressed with words! This body of work would not be possible without the support of readers, thank you to everyone who has ever donated money  and especially to the handful of people who have generously contributed on a monthly basis…I’m forever in your debt!

Love and blessings to all going into 2013 and beyond!


Are you a Wayshower Seeking to Relocate to Hawaii’s big island and a Higher level of Service?

Aloha my Friends!
Just thought I’d make a shout out, in the last couple weeks my former roommate moved to his own place which means the spare room is currently available for rent. Now, as many of you know I’m currently in training for my certification as a Unified Field therapist, which involves a lot of energy work and focus on maintaining a sacred energetic space to work from. Ideally, that means having a roommate who’s on a similar spiritual wavelength, someone with a respect for the work so many of us are bringing to the planet at this time and one who has an open minded attitude for lifestyles that aren’t of the norm.
For over two years I’ve managed a beautiful property in a magical little area called Pahoa, just 20 minutes south of Hilo in the tropical rainforest area on Hawaii’s big island ~ better known to many as the “healing island”.

At this point, instead of taking my chances with Craigslist in finding a roommate, I’m advertising here first in an attempt to find someone who’s ready to move to an area with a higher consciousness level ~ one that’s already in the 5D vibrations.  Hawaii sits on sacred grounds where grid lines from all directions come together, in addition there’s something about the area we’re in here that’s lined up energetically with the Giza pyramids and everyone spiritually grounded who comes here feels it. People here are happy, we don’t have a heavy police presences and there’s beautiful, lush nature everywhere you go.

It would be ideal to find a roommate working with the Quantum vortex energy who’s also be interested in participating in launching a mastery retreat, based on the ancient alchemical teachings of the mystery schools. Right now it’s still in the preliminary stages, but ultimately that’s the direction I’m being guided in. In addition, a close friend who’s the Clinic Director of the local substance abuse clinic has asked me to put a program together to help patients overcome addictions. I also plan on talking to a couple psychologist’s who work with DHS, for referrals in recommending  unified field therapy as a way to keep people from resorting to dangerous anti-depressants.

So, if you’re a Wayshower/Healer?Lightworker hearing the calling and if moving to paradise is something that might interest you, please leave your information with a note below so I can send you some photo’s, along with details on utilities etc. It’s a great deal for only $500mo and the house is just 4.5 miles from a beautiful beach, but we also have a good elevation at 850ft so it keeps the temperature around 75-80 degrees all year.

So if this is something that interests you, let me know below and we can take it from there.

Much love and many blessings to all!


Ancient Egyptian Mystery School / Avalonean God/Goddess teachings ~ Now Available!

Note:  I just received this update from Meg Benedicte on the Quantum Vortex Training class that begins next Tuesday.  Below, she explains her vision, what you can expect to gain from the course and also what’s expected from you.  If the teachings of the mystery schools and learning how to use sacred geometry is something that resonates with you, I can personally recommend this course because learning these teachings is by far the most worthwhile investment I’ve ever made in my personal and spiritual growth.

For the first time in thousands of years this sacred knowledge is available, ancient teachings of the mystery schools of Atlantis, ancient Egypt and the God/Goddess teachings of Stonehenge and Avalon. Only now, as new cosmic energy’s arrive back on the  planet so does the opportunity to master spiritual skills once available to only the elite and adept.

I truly feel blessed and honored to bring this gift to you, hoping everyone  can embrace the work as I have. Using the knowledge to dedicate themselves to improving the world and their community  with their presence and in setting an example for everyone to follow.  We change the world, by changing ourselves.

When registering for the class don’t forget to say you heard about it here at 2012 The Awakening,and as always…cheer’s to living in the Divine energy of the vortex!



Dear 2012 The Awakening readers,

I’ve received many questions regarding the 12 week Quantum Vortex Training course, so I would like to share my vision of our collective outcome.

I am being guided at this time by my Spirit Team, which includes Lord Metatron, Archangel Michael and the High Priest Melchizedek…to introduce the knowledge, training material and practical steps that they used to guide me through my own Ascension Process. It has been time-tested by me these past 18 years, and it works! But it is just a blueprint – we have to dedicate ourselves to absorb, integrate, and practice the blueprint over and over again until it takes!

So first I must emphasize that I am offering this Training Program over the next 12 weeks…but it may take some people longer to get up and running! Why is that? This is a deeply personal healing path, and many of us have many life-times of karma, trauma, vows, contracts, etc. to heal and clear out of our system. We are also living in a compromised biological vessel that exists on very limited capacity and consciousness. In order to fully ignite our torus vortex (merkaba vehicle) we need to transform at the molecular level. This requires clearing out all corrupted hybrid coding, implants, polarized operating systems and false ego identities that are blocking our full potential.

My vision is to funnel the information to you so that you can accelerate your personal Ascension Process and move into a new space of freedom, evolving genetics, activate your pineal gland to open your third eye, balance chakras, activate torus in quantum field, access your Akashic records, bridging to the 5D New Earth, living in a field of Love with Soul integration. Can this be achieved in 12 weeks, when it took me 18 years? That will remain to be seen! The return depends on the investment of focus, energy and willingness to flow and surrender to your Higher Self.

The Training Course is designed for personal evolution and transformation, by providing you the universal tool and application of the Quantum Vortex. How you use it is up to you! Some people are already being guided to activate in group meditations and with their healing clients. So my job is to hand you the entire blueprint and protocol and you take it from there…according to your own inner guidance.

I plan to send out weekly Training Material each Monday prior to our class, and it will include images and facts to help you absorb the knowledge. But I learned through experiencing the actual technique, so I am favoring more ‘live’ demonstrations as the core training method. We are going to jump in feet first and play in the quantum field together!

For those who are healers and intend to add Quantum Vortex Healing to their practice, I will do what I can to assist you with this, but am being guided to offer a separate Healers Training module for more specific tips and applications.  Anyone who wants to be a certified Quantum Vortex Healer will need to complete this 12 Week Training Program first and then advance to the Healers module. One thing I’ve learned through all this…we need to heal ourselves in order to be effective healers.  Our minds cannot fathom the situation we are living in…it is our inner knowing that will guide us on our path to freedom!

Let’s join together and open our hearts to receive the blessings of Mother/Father/I AM…they are lifting us up higher and higher into Divine Union! I look forward working with you in the Quantum Vortex on this amazing journey…

More information and class registration link:


Love and blessings,



The URL link to attend the Teleseminar will be sent Monday night. Please make sure you are able to receive my emails from meg@megbenedicte.com so you have the link to participate or listen to the recording later. 

My Journey to the Quantum Universe

Aloha my friends!

Let me begin by saying the reason I’m sharing these experiences with you is to help those who are still awakening to these truths,  in a manner that assists you in understanding the process in a step-by-step fashion. Hoping to eliminate any fears, apprehension or concerns people have over surrendering old beliefs in exchange for the Holy science involved in sacred geometry. As most of you know by know, for myself the last couple of weeks have been an incredible unfolding of enlightenment on so many different levels that I’m literally witnessing my life rapidly enter an entirely new level service.

The last few days there have been moments where I’ve literally felt myself being shifted upward, and as I learn how to work with energy I’m also learning how to surrender myself to trusting the absolutely incredible process. At one point last night I literally experienced the ABSOLUTE knowing that our body’s are organic spaceships, that we’ve literally forgotten how to fly!

This is no joke and also one of the most deeply held secrets by the ruling elite, well folks now the REAL SECRET is out and available to everyone who dedicates themselves to mastering these sacred tools designed to free us from imprisonment in our own vessel. Now that the energy is shifting in this “cosmic ocean” photon light is available so we may learn to re-master the use of sacred knowledge that people like Michael Tsarion have talked about.

Seriously folks! We have been so mind controlled, poisoned with toxins and genetically tinkered with, that it disconnected the inner wiring ~ our space vessel’s circuitry board to the universes!! Now to get out there in meditation, one of the first things you must learn is going into zero point, into the void of singularity and learning how to hold it. Meg’s taken us there numerous times, but the first time I did it on my own the entire jungle hushed to a perfect quiet, a stillness in dead silence that held for about a minute…keep in mind I live in paradise with sounds constantly buzzing in the background, so this is highly unusual.

To be honest with you it kind of freaked me out at first, but then I noticed it happening more often as I was learning how to find singularity in the void ~ a center of peace inside us all that NO ONE can disturb.  Now I’ve finally learned to center myself for long enough periods of time, that last night after doing energy work to help BEAUTIFUL Gaia’s in her ascension process,  She rose up and appeared to me in the shape of a bright earth heart and then guided me into zero point ~ that’s when I found myself moving through membranes  similar to flying through an ocean of water. It took some adjusting and calming myself by setting my ego aside when it proclaimed “This is sooo cool, wait til readers hear about this!”. That nearly got me knocked right out of there…a place where there’s no room for emotional outbursts or Shadow ego, I’m learning quickly.

Let me also make note that at all times I was in my body, with the magnets under my feet firmly grounded to my grounding platform {Metatron’s Cube}. For those who are just now getting your wings back it’s important to remember  as reality in 3D begins to collapse, the negative energy is surging in the etheric realms and the last thing we need to do is leave our body empty ~ that’s a perfect invitation for trouble.  Also, I have no desire to connect with ET’s, the Galactic Federation or to channel information from any source other than my Oversoul that lives in the Godhead, if it’s not coming from there you can’t be sure who it’s coming from until your spirit’s spent time working in the angelic realms and knows how to recognize benevolence.

This is a very important key to unified field therapy, we’re taught how to recognize and tune into our soul signature so we can pull down all we need to heal and transform our bodies from being in density for so long. We all have a Divine Human blueprint and it’s takes time to bring down all of the coding, tones and information into your body. It’s a process that takes a little time and it’s not going to happen instantaneously when Jesus saves you. What crap. It’s all about alchemy of the heart and embedding Christ consciousness into your mind, body and human essence and the transmutation process. That’s the real meaning behind the return of Christ, it’s the availability of Divine consciousness to humans returning to humanity.

As far as I’m concerned people who are opening themselves talking to ET’s up to that are only asking for trouble, right now deception is at an all time high and many of the messages I’m seeing from the GFL are highly suspect. Many are telling everyone to relax, everything’s peachy the ET’s have it all under control. Yea right,  sure that gives people that warm fuzzy feeling like everything’s going to be ok and instills false hope in people who are still wrestling with fear, separation or anger. My question is who’s going to be ok and who’s benefiting from these messages the most? Dark forces looking to do some soul harvesting?

On that note, there are a few people who actually to appear to be connecting with benevolence in delivering the truth about our situation so I don’t want to throw the baby out with the bathwater.  Everything goes back to sourcing your truth from within and stop giving dark forces more power with your fascination for their schemes, it’s all designed to distract you from the absolutely fascinating process of enlightenment! If everyone stopped paying attention to the news alternative news media it would help speed up the process of collapse by taking the energy away that sustains they dark systems.

The real proof behind this message is for the first time since I was 18, I’m really loving life and am happy again, when only 9 months ago I was virtually on suicide watch over myself because I was so fed up with the world and how insurmountable the problems “appeared” to be.

That’s partially because there’s really very little spiritual motivation encouraging people to get off their lazy spiritual attitudes and FREAKING WORK to liberate their own soul from this parasitic environment for good.  I see very few people in the New Age movement actually giving people real tools only how good it feels to be free from the matrix, never handing them the KEY to freeing themselves from the matrix. Like “The  Secret” did, Westerners seem to have a fast food mentality about anything that means putting much effort into understanding the process of becoming spiritual beings ~ about owning our true essence as spirits in a physical, dense reality. They believe they can find enlightenment in a 2hr DVD and when that doesn’t deliver immediate results their spiritual attention span fades back into a Dancing With the Stars mentality.

Or, everyone’s waiting for mass arrests. Right. Even IF mass arrests do happen, that’s only a fraction of the “entities” enslaving humanity in the “System”.  A self perpetuating system that has a life of its own.  What about all the off world activity with the secret space program, the bases on Mars and the Moon where much of the really dark activity originates from and who’s going to arrest all the archonic entities infesting human souls. We are living in a parasitic enslavement “PROGRAM” people, mass arrests won’t touch that aspect of the problem.  Wake up.

People seem to forget this is an inter-dimensional war that’s been going on for thousands of years, one you better be prepared for because as we head into the last phase of the fighting before the collapse, you can expect the Dark forces to surge and fester in the ethers like a nasty abscess before it breaks open oozing into its own collapse. Sorry for the gross visual there, but that the best way to describe the kind of energetic situation we’re facing as things get ever more polarized in 3D reality.

I’m sorry folks, I don’t mean to be rude or mean spirited but I’ve worked my butt off for almost eight months purging negative duality energy from my system and clearing hybrid codes that also included implants from my family’s inorganic operating system. It’s taken a lot of hard work to get to the point where I’m finally breaking free from the amnesia and beginning to remember who I really am and my souls purpose for being here at this incredibly fascinating, yet albeit insane time on planet Earth.

All that has to be cleansed from our collective system before we can make a quantum leap into our future.

What frustrates me more than anything is how deeply people have been programmed to be flat out spiritually lazy, even apathetic and many people operate with a sense of entitlement to salvation that’s just astonishing!  People seem to think they’re going to be saved by their favorite avatar or the GFL when they haven’t conquered fear or have any idea what embodying true Christ consciousness is about. Most people in meditation are only stumbling around in their own heads like Helen Keller, they may be feeling like they’re reaching states of bliss but they aren’t doing the work it takes to master enlightenment stage that will be necessary to make it through the dimensional shift.

Many have never experienced Oneness with Creation and haven’t surrendered their Will in Service to Prime Creator.  Nor do they have any idea how to connect with the Light of their Oversoul so they can begin pulling down their own Divine Human to activate their Light body. A key element in enlightenment and/or ascension, which are really both one in the same.

When it comes time for Gaia’s dimensional shift it’s going to be very important that we have the ability to lock our energetic field onto the shifting energy, which also means being calm and clear enough to connect with the collective field.  When earth reality begins to departiculate in the shifting process you will too if your coming along, if you don’t understand what’s happening your fears will grab hold pulling you down into the collapse. If you haven’t learned how to keep your grounding and stay centered and connected to the other souls holding steady in their connection with Gaia.

This video helps in understanding the basic process of connecting to the “inner-universe”. As most of you know I just got my training wheels on after riding around on a tricycle all this while thinking I was on a Harley that would get me there. That would be too easy, we have to work at peddling our way out. No one gets a free ride off the planet to the New Earth during the dimensional shift, everyone will have earn their way their because it’s a privilege that comes with being capable of maintaining only the purest “spiritual ethics” to live in the Higher dimensions. Your rights as a Master Soul are earned under the guidance of an ascended mater, not given to you by some guru.

Please accept a big Mahalo for hearing me out on my spiritual rant, it gets real frustrating watching people sit back on their laurels like I did for so long thinking I was awakened enough. Oh the irony, I’ve been there my friends so I’m just trying to help everyone shift over a little closer to the Light because I want everyone to see and feel what’s happening on the other side of 3D…it’s freakin’ awesome in 5D folks!

In Lak’ech,


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Volume II – Book of the Avatar: Harmonic History,

Cosmic Science and the Descent of the Divine.
Time and Cosmos: History – the Relative Pole

Transmitted by Valum Votan—Jose Arguelles
Received by Red Queen—Stephanie South

“The vision contained within Cosmic Science is above the whole Earth; this means it establishes a view of reality, galactic in nature, encompassing different galaxies, star systems and planets. This is an entirely new description of the universe from the point of view of extraterrestrial intelligence.”

This book is vast and requires careful study. It touches on a variety of themes, including a re-envisioning of the history of the cosmos, the nature of revelation in history, and the descent of divine knowledge as the means of renewing and evolving the consciousness of humanity, all as viewed from the lens of the Law of Time and the synchronic order. Of special note are: The treatment of the 13.7 billion year history of the present cycle of cosmic evolution; the description and analysis of the principle spiritual messengers of history; and, most significantly, the presentation of cosmic science as a startlingly new (extra-terrestrial) descent or revelation of knowledge, including as an appendix, a complete translation of the original treatise, “An Introduction to Cosmic Science.”

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Clarification about the 10% discount on Meg’s services ~ UPDATE

Aloha Family of Light!

My bad! I really feel terrible about a misunderstanding on my part earlier this week in regards to applying the  discount for Meg’s healing sessions, to be clear the discount applies to:

10% Discount off all products in the “online store” and the “12 Week Quantum Vortex Healing Teleseminar”.

Discount code:  Discount052012 and enter my name Annette OToole in the referral box where applicable

Please accept my sincerest apology for any inconvenience this may have caused, the last thing Meg or I want is to mislead you. In addition, let me take this moment to add that the information Meg revealed to me was absolutely priceless, there’s no way to quantify the value of understanding who you are at the soul level. Without that knowledge how can you truly know who you are and your purpose? Yes, before I had good a clue but now it’s becoming VERY clear what I came to Earth for  and why I’m here. Also, there are no words in the English language to describe what I’m experiencing, my levels of awareness have expanded exponentially since the session and are continuing to expand as more information gets downloaded from  the ether’s.

EVERYTHING is becoming very clear now…

One more thing I’d like to add is whenever you invest in nurturing your spirit by seeking information that helps you evolve, the universe will always support you. When you commit to your spiritual evolution, your Higher Self will assist you in manifesting the money to pay for your growth, without having to sacrifice ~ as long as if you believe.

Once again my apology for any misunderstanding, guess I need to kick my left brain in gear….appears to be slacking a bit.  Thanks again for everyone’s support, 2012 The Awakening readers are the best!

Much love and a million blessings to all!


SAVE 10%!! EXCLUSIVELY for 2012 The Awakening Readers on Meg’s Services at NewEarthEvolution.com

Aloha Everyone!!

We’ve had such a great response from readers on Meg Benedicte’s show that she’s offered 10% off everything in the store, EXCLUSIVELY for 2012 The Awakening readers!!  Including 10% off the Quantum Vortex Training series starting June 19th and the Zep Tepi course on teachings from the Ancient Mystery schools. I also suggest becoming a member which gives you access to the forum, Meg’s monthly newsletter and her powerful bi-monthly meditations for Evolutionary Leaders on a slightly more advanced level than the weekly radio shows. To get the 10% discount you’ll need to enter the Discount code 052012 at checkout and/or if it asks who referred you be sure to use my name Annette O’Toole.

If you haven’t given Meg’s work a try yet you’re really missing out on the opportunity of a lifetime, it’s certainly the one you’ve waited for if you’re seeking freedom from the enslavement programs and parasitic energy’s plaguing humanity. No is going to save you, fortunately Meg has pioneered the tools you need to free yourself through Unified Field Therapy. Nassim Haramein and David Wilcock have both discussed the importance of the Unified Field and Sacred Geometry in being the keys to understanding our Divinity, Meg has discovered the keys to using Sacred Geometry in meditation as a way to advance the healing that triggers our path toward Ascension.

And I can personally testify to the SAFETY and authenticity to Megs approach, because in the last few weeks the breakthroughs I’ve made in my life are nothing less than miraculous and I’m quite pleased to say that the crying I’ve done lately have literally been tears of joy! I can’t tell you all how so very blessed I feel to have found Unified Field Therapy, working with the quantum vortex to heal my life has worked magic that words really can’t describe…

So please, do yourself a favor and take the first steps toward discovering the Divine Human in you just like I did. It didn’t cost a dime to get started, just the time it took to listen to her Wednesday radio shows and then beat myself over the head forcing myself to get into the habit of meditating daily. And I’m here to tell you that wasn’t easy! It was like driving thru traffic in reverse, in the wrong direction! But it got easier and easier,now I honestly can’t wait to meditate and do it several times a day just to keep the vortex spinning because it feels so good! The goal is to learn to live your life in the vortex where you keep everything in your world safe and learn to co-create a 5D reality from, it’s really a very cool thing!

In the beginning, I promised to you that my purpose here was to share my journey while seeking out the Truth about reality and to find the keys to help us remember who we are, so we can find our way back home. My beloved friends and Family of Light, I present to you the keys to your ascension in Meg Benedicte’s body of Sacred work. All you have to do is apply it to your daily life and work for it just a little, the rest will come pouring in! I promise….Remember the Discount code is 052012 and to mention my name for the 10% off all services, including membership at NewEarthEvolution.com

In Lak’ech,


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