Apocalypse**THE REVEALING** Unveiling** Disclosure**



APOCALYPSE: “The Revealing”; Unveiling; Disclosure.

(An apocalypse (Ancient Greek: ἀποκάλυψις apocálypsis, from ἀπό and καλύπτω meaning ‘un-covering’), translated literally from Greek, is a disclosure of knowledge, hidden from humanity in an era dominated by falsehood and misconception, i.e., a lifting of the veil or revelation ~ wiki)

“Tear off the mask; your face is glorious.” ~ Rumi ♥

* NWO has imprinted a Fear of Oneness in the collective sub-conscious.
Unity is the Meta-Physical Truth.

* Illuminati “originally” meant The Illumined Ones, which meant Enlightenment. Original Freemasons were the crafters of Sacred Geometry which is the language of ‘perfection’: “god”.
Hinduism also worships Geometric Patterns as Yantras: structures of channeling God/Goddess Energy into the home, or sacred space.
Enlightenment has been polluted, and has been imprinted with Fear so people will fear “Illumination”, and no one will seek Real and True Enlightenment. Especially due to being brainwashed unworthy by the patriarchy.

* All sacred symbolism – which was a language beyond language – has also been polluted; the Snake represents the Kundalini (cultures over), which leads to Enlightenment.
Reptilian Fear keeps people away from studying The Snake, and discerning the Sacred from the just plain deceptive.

Sex was also demonised – which is HILARIOUS: it is how we all come to life! It “should” be Sacred.
Half sperm, Half egg.
Sexual/Spiritual energy is the Kundalini.
So sex has been polluted, too.
The Mother used to be worshipped because: where did we come from?

The Devil, or Satan was also created out of symbols; King Neptune of the Universal Sea of Consciousness has a Trident, which was given to the creation of an anti-god, to penetrate deep into the sub-conscious; The Horned God, Pan, was a Taurean representation of the Earthly pleasure of the senses, and sensuality: scent, sight, sound, touch, taste, feel, sense… (aka Dionysus). Thus, you can see, that the Body/Earth realm was also demonised, so we’d hate ourselves, and not trust ourselves, and our instincts. Sensuality, as such, has been completely removed from sex (Big Topic in itself; TRUE tantra, etc Conscious sex, has become unconscious sex, which creates: “Unconscious Life”.)

All these symbols were stolen from Paganism, which was Nature and Native relationship with the land: The Mother.

Anti-god is simply the opposition of god ~ away from Illumination. Into Ignorance. Darkness. Blindness.
God is a patriarchal concept that denies the Cosmic Mother. The Patriarchy Reign(ed). Pluto is in Capricorn which is a HUGE death/rebirth/ Transformation of the Patriarchy/Divine Masculine role in All of Life. It is crumbling, and falling down: it is written in the stars (astrology was also demonised, and ‘women’ were literally burnt to death for being in tune with Creation and The Cosmos).

* These ‘men’ are “Saturn” Worshippers; Saturn rules our collective Reality (Structures, Boundaries, Discipline), which is why they succeeded at manipulating “Reality”, while we’re all distracted by Duality!

Native American quote: “They told us to get down on our knees, bow our heads, and pray to their God. When we looked up, our land and our children were gone.”

Smashwords — About Mardi Shakti, author of ‘Following Moira: Indigo Fragment’, ‘Following Moira: Sunhttp://www.smashwords.com



The Magician’s Secret…


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The curtain opens and the Magician steps onto the stage in front of a large audience as they wait with bated breath to see the show.  We watch in Awe and Wonder as magic bursts forth in front of our very eyes.  How do they do these things?  We are always searching for the Magician’s Secret both on the stage and in our very own Lives.  The brilliant thing about searching for Magic in our own Lives is that it is so very, very simple.

There is a key to unlocking Magic in our Lives in order to grow and learn in Spirit.  The key is, and always has been, an “attitude of gratitude” but what does it really mean?  We are human and spiritual BEings all at once and it is our great challenge in Life to balance our “ego” mind with our Spirit, or Heart center.  We cannot be in “fear” and Love all at once as they cannot co-exist in the “higher realms” we seek to find which means we cannot be in “lack” and abundance at the same time either.

When we are struggling in any area in our Lives we find ourselves in a place known as “survival” mode.  Survival mode comes on in any given number of situations including our relationships, finances, and health.  We have to understand that the path to Spirit is an emotional journey and when we feel survival mode coming on it’s typically a great opportunity to plow the field but it can also be taxing and painful.  Stress and fear are the biggest obstacles in Life when if comes to BEing Healthy, both physically and emotionally.  Our emotions are the key to Spirit and when they come, positive or negative, it is the Universe (or our Higher Self) expressing itself through our feelings.  None of our emotions are “bad” and there’s nothing “wrong” with any of them but we have been conditioned to think otherwise, for the most part, so when in survival mode we are typically in a fight or flight situation which can cause a feeling of “panic”.  If we can shift our ourselves into a place of Allowance with our emotions we find that they are there to help us grow and learn although at times this makes us feel vulnerable in many ways.  When times get tough emotionally it can lead us to a place of feeling like the path of Spirit isn’t “working” because in order to find Joy we also have to rid ourselves of the lower vibrational emotions which means we have to see them, feel them, and let them go on a cellular level.  Not such an easy task when there is emotional pain involved as it is in our very Nature to avoid “pain” so to actually be Grateful for the pain is another step up the proverbial ladder.  This is why it’s called Spiritual PRACTICE and it takes practice to “get it right”.

Energetically there is a great deal of “chaos” in the “field” as we Awaken from the density of the fear-based, lower vibrational emotions.  This means that we are all in the process of Healing which is a Beautiful thing by its very Nature and something we can all be Grateful for on both an individual and collective basis.  Truths are surfacing in every aspect of our existence and some of these truths can be painful on an emotional level and the pain comes in the form of feeling unworthy and unlovable.  In short, our emotions are the way we “communicate” with Spirit and/or our Higher Self so this is how we let Spirit know what brings us Joy and what brings “pain”.  When we focus on only the pain or negativity we find more pain and negativity to greet us and in order to shift this perspective it’s almost as easy as turning on a switch – the switch of Gratitude.

In the Art of Bushido a “warrior” is expected to find Gratitude when a weakness is exposed because it Allows an Opportunity to reinforce the armor if you will.  Whenever we are feeling “lack” we are not in a Spiritual place, period.  Although the “lack” may be very, very real it should not ever be the primary focus as this is what makes the lack seem and feel more intense.  If one can’t find Gratitude in a given situation it’s okay to go back and find Gratitude from areas of the past or future in order to lead us to the place of NOW where we live moment to moment as is intended.  When we find Gratitude for the things in Life that are pleasing to us we REceive MORE of the things that are pleasing to us!  However, it’s not enough to just think “thank you” and move on rather we have to Allow ourselves the intense EMOTION of Gratitude.  Think of oneself as a weary wanderer in the desert who hasn’t had a sip of water in days and suddenly the oasis appears bringing an overwhelming sense of Gratitude at this most Magical sight.  This is the Emotion of Gratitude that must be felt and not just spoken in order to be effective.  It takes practice to really embrace the Emotion of it and to Allow oneself to feel it Truly.

It’s okay to start small as it’s the little things in Life that bring the most Joy.  A bright blue sky, the smell of an infant, the autumn leaves on the trees, or the smile from a dear friend are all “simple” things to be Thankful for.  Once we begin it doesn’t take long to to feel truly Blessed and by stoking the fire of Gratitude we find ourselves on a completely different path where Life and Love become Free and Easy.  We  have to BElieve we are Worthy of the Love, Joy, Happiness, Peace, and/or stability we are seeking and the feeling of BEing Worthy is also a tremendous Gift.  When we feeI, on an energetic and cellular level, that we are Worthy of our own Happiness we can begin to feel the Gratitude even more profoundly.  When we Allow ourselves to feel Grateful for even the negative areas of our Lives, because it’s showing us something about ourselves deep withIN, we find ourselves feeling Blessed which is also a Gift in and of itself.  But, there’s even more as one grows in the practice of Gratitude…there really IS Magic!

The best way to really encompass Gratitude into our energetic field is by beginning a Gratitude journal or specific practice.  This seems simple, I know, but it consistently surprises me how many people who are unwilling to incorporate this very simple practice into their Lives.  If you don’t know where or how to begin there’s a great book called “The Magic” by Rhonda Byrne which is an accompaniment to the book “The Secret”.  It’s a daily 28 day practice of marrying oneself to the emotion of Gratitude and couldn’t be more simple.  When we embrace this practice our Spiritual or energetic signature begins to Create synchronicities and openings in our Lives which we can rely on by way of our Intuition.  Solutions to problems previously thought of as “unsolvable” suddenly have the most simplistic answers.  When we are Grateful for our relationships, good or bad, they automatically get better.  When we are Grateful for our financial status, good or bad, we find more opportunities to grow the bank account.  When we are Grateful for our Positive and Loving emotions we REceive more Positive and Loving ways to express them.  When we are Grateful for our Health and our bodies we begin to Heal, both physically and emotionally.  REmember, we are a society of “instant gratification” and it’s easy to slip back into a feeling of “lack” when things don’t show up when or how we are expecting.  The Universe or your Higher Self knows what you need, and in what order, more than you do sometimes so stay Patient and Grateful as you work through the process.  Just because we can’t SEE it in our physical world doesn’t mean it isn’t there or on its way so don’t give up just as the seed is beginning to burst forth with Life.  REmember that Self wants Self to be Happy and Self knows that you are Worthy of REceiving this Gift.

Music to drive it Home (just TRY it…)

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Ed Note: Lately I’ve noticed how the word “magic” was prevalent in the lyrics of rock-n-roll and pop music until the early 80’s, when it slowly faded into obscurity. As systems of domination and control began to dominate the music industry progressive rock, or music that exhibited “conscious” was replaced with Rap, glam rock and heavy metal. The song above is just one of many examples…

3-3-13 Bill Ballard ~ OPPT ~ To Explore the New World You Must Let Go of the Old World

The disinformation machine is working overtime, I listened to the Winston Strout interview with Linda Joslin several days ago and at first I was alarmed by his feedback. Then I listened to the most recent Lisa Harrison interview posted around 2/27, it’s clear Winston has not listened to the OPPT interviews or taken the time to review the documents that were filed AND recorded, and Linda clearly misrepresented several things Heather communicated about the process.

We MUST keep in mind the disinfo machine has been staffed with at least 1000 individuals in the military and Obama’s army of 3000 people who recently who have been given at least 10 fake email accounts and built false identity’s to spread disinformation as a counter-attack against the Truth movement. That’s 4000 people trained in disinformation, mind control techniques aimed at discrediting, vilifying and marginalizing any efforts put forth by us to create positive change. That 4000 is then multiplied into a “virtual army” of 40,000 “ghost-riders’ wreaking havoc in what was once a fairly tight community of people working towards the same goal. Now, I’m watching trusted contacts make false claims based on data they believed came from a trusted source.

Even for myself it’s getting very difficult to siphon through all the garbage spewed by cointelpro operations inserting false data into the flow of information. The Jim McCanney charade on the approaching mini-constellation is a perfect example how the propaganda machine operates when they will re-edit a show from six years ago and chop it up into bits and pieces to make it sound legit. Why? To keep people confused and most of all in fear, because that’s the best way to maintain control.

This is an information war based on keeping us ignorant, in fear and locked into states of lower consciousness to keep us from evolving into Spritual BE-ings. Right now the veils are coming down and everything is coming into the Light for healing, re-birth or transmutation. Those who refuse to evolve will be sent back into the light of Source for transmutation and those who aren’t ready to evolve will shift to another 3D reality to work through the Karmic wheel of life. This is a time to focus on your evolution, not the chaos in the outer world.

Don’t believe everything you hear, see and read…even if it comes from me. Seek your truth with pure intent and your Higher path will be revealed.

Published on Mar 3, 2013


In order for us to take ourselves into a New Earth WE EACH must let go of our hold in the Old Earth… To explore a New World your feet must FIRST leave the Old World. THIS which I mean is in relation to things like the Maritime Corporate Commercial Legal System vs OPPT or One People’s Public Trust as well as your thought of Mainstream Media vs Alternative Media and so much more including Ascension and EnLightEnMent and having to drop body as we go through that process of expansion of our consciousness and Light Body. February brought so many changes and the powers that were are fighting hard to hold on to their power, not wanting information getting out to the public. This is the “powers that were” last ditch effort as we enter the 2nd Half of the Tribulation. It is so VERY interesting to see all going on, even with the chaos of change. But always, one must first till the ground which creates chaos before the new seeds planted will grow well in that soil. What a GREAT TIME to be alive, awake, and aware on Mother Earth…

Just out after I post this video http://americankabuki.blogspot.com/20…


Energy Healing: Alchemy, Kundalini, Angels and Reiki and Super Consciousness

Published on Feb 26, 2013


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Sevenfold Mystery of Love – Manly P. Hall

Absolutely BRILLIANT, this is definitely the work of a true genius!!

Published on Mar 29, 2012

Sevenfold Mystery of Love

Manly P. Hall talks about Love and its mysteries and the different philosophical approaches to its analysis.

Spiritual people are more likely to be mentally ill (but at least they think life has more meaning)

Article and comments from Susan Rennison’s blog:

Spiritual people are more likely to be mentally ill (but at least they think life has more meaning)
Daily Mail, 2nd January 2013
* Researchers at University College London say spiritual believers are more likely to suffer problems such as eating conditions or an anxiety disorder

Being spiritual may give life deeper meaning, but it can also make you more susceptible to mental illness, new research suggests. A study found that people professing to be spiritual, but not conventionally religious, were more likely to suffer from a host of mental challenges.

They suffered problems including abnormal eating conditions, drug abuse, anxiety disorder, phobias and neurosis. They were also more likely than others to be taking medication for mental health problems. Professor Michael King, from University College London, and his fellow researchers wrote in the British Journal of Psychiatry: ‘Our main finding is that people who had a spiritual understanding of life had worse mental health than those with an understanding that was neither religious nor spiritual.’

Well, for those who want to understand why so many that profess spirituality appear to be mentally ill, I suggest there is a great need to study cults, cult tactics, gurus and what is going on generally in the cultic milieu with the thirst for quickie enlightenment and the abundant use of heavy handed techniques to break people down mentally… I wrote about this in my long essay Spiritual Evolution in the Cultic Milieu (August 2011), an extract is provided below:

Enlightenment For Sale: Technologies of Experience

Historically, we can trace the development and widespread dispersion of mind-altering “Technologies of Experience,” that caused a “consciousness explosion” as huge numbers of people were exposed to radical therapeutic techniques. Briefly, we know that from about the 1970s onwards, experience techniques developed in the 1950s, found their way into the public arena. Social scientists had discovered that various methods can be used to push people into emotional highs, peak experiences, or supposed dramatic personal breakthroughs, whether via extreme acts of sensory deprivation or more subtle sensory manipulation. These methods could be used through words, gestures, images and intimate group dynamics and combined with Eastern practices (Zen, yoga and many forms of meditation) and psychedelics. Furthermore, the mass marketing of these techniques combined with aggressive sales techniques only served to legitimise the “quick-fix” search for enlightenment. Therefore, as these experience techniques became popular in the quickie search for enlightenment, there was real concern by some researchers that there was no real oversight, due to the largely subjective and intangible nature of the supposed benefits. Social scientists Flo Conway and Jim Siegelman in their groundbreaking book, Snapping: America’s Epidemic of Sudden Personality Change [1978, 1979, 1995, 2005], revealed that the ecstatic/illumination experience so often treasured by spiritual seekers may only be energy releases associated with the mind dealing with high stress, and when that sense of release occurs, people become wide-open to reprogramming.2 Hence, in response to a certain technique or therapy, there could be ‘enlightenment’ or conversely, a mental breakdown. Basically a form of spiritual roulette where when things go wrong, the normal response is to blame the victim. Conway and Siegelman write:

With the spread of the technology of experience into religion, therapy and wider everyday domains, millions no doubt had achieved impressive personal breakthroughs and spiritual awakenings, yet we saw little recognition of the perils inherent in the new technology and the intense experiences it evoked. These new practices that had proved beneficial in many contexts were not supernatural powers or pinpoint engineered tools but living information and communication processes that reached bedrock levels of the mind and body. When used manipulatively or covertly, they could be turned into paralysing instruments of human control. When practised recklessly or to excess, they spawned debilitating mental, emotional and physical effects.

In a consumer society, it seems that the only real criteria for consideration, was how well these techniques brought in more recruits to cult enterprises and how well they could be used by salesmen to sell or be sold in workshops, seminars and trainings. In the hands of exploiters, it was quickly realised that experience techniques were tools that could be used against people to serve their own agenda. Simply, if you can change how people think and feel, whilst weakening their resistance to suggestion and command, then you can create new followers. This means that an unscrupulous guru can use ‘honed’ experience techniques, to recruit new followers who will give them all their money and/or work for next to nothing, as long as he can keep them under his spell. A salesman using psychological tricks, hypnosis, suggestion, persuasion and influence techniques, can create willing buyers who will keep buying whatever you have to offer, if they can keep buyers convinced that they will benefit somehow. The manipulative and covert use of these techniques is defined as ‘cult tactics’.

“In SALES, they find your PAIN, and then magnify your PAIN, and then sell you services that promise to take away the pain. If those “services” increase their pain while promising to reduce it, you have a Customer For Life.” (Think about it, if their techniques worked, and you felt great, then they lose a customer. They are punished by success, and rewarded by failure.) The Anticult 3

Various psychiatrists, psychologists, sociologists and other academics and researchers have identified various levels of conditioning created by these technologies of experience. Flo Conway and Jim Siegelman, use the term Snapping to indicate a sudden drastic alteration of personality.2 (Literally, synaptic connections in the brain snapping off and new ones forming within seconds to create sudden change in the brain.) This altered state is the distinct aim of those seeking to gain complete control over new followers, but this is mostly disguised as being a real spiritual breakthrough.
Source: Spiritual Evolution in the Cultic Milieu (August 2011)

These days the perspective I have gained has helped me enormously understand just how serious the people issues are in the cultic milieu… Anyway, before I wrote up my Joyfire Philosophy webpage , I would get the more than occasional email from people who I thought were mentally ill… It was even more disturbing because it appeared that just because I am interested in metaphysics the non too intelligent assumed I was on the same wavelength… Presumably, there was very little in the way of criteria being used for a prognosis… This is just some clarification about philosophy:

A definition of philosophy:

Philosophers spend their days contemplating the world. While not strictly a science in itself, philosophers are concerned with uncovering the deepest truths about reality. The pursuit underpins knowledge and logical thought– this makes up an essential component of the scientific method.

There are four major strands of philosophy: ‘epistemology’ is concerned with the growth of knowledge — what it is, and how it is acquired and processed; ‘ethics’ is about resolving moral dilemmas — scientific research dealing with the creation of life, such as synthetic biology is increasingly being guided by ethical considerations; ‘logic’ determines our processes of reasoning and deduction; while finally ‘metaphysics’ examines questions of reality that lie outside the realm of what is testable by science — for example, is there a God? The word ‘philosophy’ comes from the Greek language and means ‘love of wisdom’.

Source: Paul Parsons, Science 1001, Quercus Science

For those who still don’t get it, the cultic milieu is an environment that resembles shark infested waters and the mental health of seekers is of no consequence to those looking for a cult following…

Ed. Note: As  most of you know I’ve been working with Meg Benedicte’s pioneering work in the realm of Unified Field Therapy which uses vortex meditation as a mechanism to clean up toxic energy and parasitic etheric implants from our unified field, as well as our mental, physical and spiritual body’s. Before stumbling upon her work in Oct. 2011 I had a basic understanding of unified fields, but wasn’t familiar with vortex meditation. As a teenager at 17 yrs old, I was introduced to meditation through Science of Mind and the Church of Religious Science which is based on the work of Ernest Holmes in the early 1920’s. I attended the church in Los Angeles for 6mos while living with my father, before having to return to Oklahoma in the bible belt where higher consciousness was and is still  frowned upon – because… it’s the work of the Devil!

I found Religious Science within 9 months after the physical attacks on my life and the near death experience that brought my soul into this body as a volunteer, or walk in soul. I spent 6 months learning, meditating and awakening to the Divine truth about our spiritual journey on the earth place before returning to Oklahoma.

Over the next five years, after a series of traumatic incidents (archonic attacks) and several life threatening health issues, by the time I as 22yrs I had lost my sense spirituality as my faith slowly widdled away with one blow after the other. Without having a spiritual community to fall back upon for support after the attacks while living in such a backasswards place as Okla and surrounded by spiritual ignorance, at 22 I fell into a 6 month period of opiate drug addiction and then a living threatening bout with hepatitis B.  When I recovered my faith was gone, it’s taken over 25yrs to fully reconnect with my Higher Power to enable to begin leading a life devoted to nurturing my spirituality.

Since the late 70’s I’ve watched the New Age movement rise and one of the problems I had was finding a solid platform to work with that made sense and actually manifested results, I sensed the presence of the cultic milieu and didn’t care to fall victim to that either. But when I ran across Meg’s work in 2011 something clicked, this worked and within two weeks of stepping onto Metatron’s Cube for my first vortex meditation experience I began to see immediate results begin to manifest within myself and outwardly in my reality. I was able to watch her work with others on Meg’s weekly Blogtalk radio programs so I was able to witness the manner in which she worked with other’s and could see that she really cared about people, the healing sessions actually worked and that she wasn’t doing this for fame and fortune. The bottom line was personally experiencing major transformations in every area of my life begin to unfold and seeing how well it also worked for others, and Meg was also helping us through the transformation in a way that manifested positive results that could be quantified through better health, clearing depression and energetic blocks that keep us from moving forward into higher levels of consciousness.

Knowing the responsibility I have to my readers to “get it right” I wanted to make sure she was authentic before going public with her work, so it took me six months to start airing her shows and begin marketing Meg Benedicte’s ground breaking work to readers. I didn’t want to lead readers dark a road to serious problems that can manifest through bad advise from narcissistic guru’s. Meg and I both have many of the same complaints about the New Age movement that Susan has because we see how many people are “lost” in the Light of their own narcissism and they glom onto people claiming Spiritual truth who are really nothing more than wolves in sheep’s clothing. The spiritual disinfo floating around the internet is mind boggling in scope and it’s caused a great deal of confusion for people seeking answers and on the path toward their own spiritual sovereignty.

So I just wanted to clear up any questions surrounding my allegiance to Meg’s work, even tho vortex meditation will work for everyone…many people don’t connect with it, and that’s perfectly ok. All I would suggest is to make sure that whatever you’re spiritual path may be to make sure you’re seeing positive results manifest inwardly and outwardly in your reality, that your not stuck in negative patterns after investing time, energy and even hard earned money on spiritual programs that aren’t giving you the positive results you’re seeking.


Splitting of the Worlds

A dimension is a layer of reality, which is based on a range of vibrational frequencies. The third dimension is the physical realm. It’s the realm of dense form. The fourth dimension is the astral realm, one of emotion, illusion and distortion. It’s the realm of the sub-conscious mind – our dream world. The fifth dimension, the etheric realm, is a dimension of spiritual truth. And, as a conscious, living being, the planet Earth exists in all of these dimensions.

On September 9 of 2009, a significant event occurred that moved 4.69 billion people into a fifth-dimensional range of frequencies, on a new Time line called Terra Nova. This so-called ‘rapture’ of 70 percent of the population occurred in order to remove us from the old third-dimensional reality and transition us up into a fifth-dimensional reality that is based on a new paradigm.

The new fifth-dimensional Time line was split off from the original third-dimensional Time line of our chronological history. And, because its higher frequencies move at a faster vibration, it is beginning to pull away.

Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. Matthew 24:40

During the summer of 2012, while humanity was feeling the influence of two powerful, back-to-back eclipses, Neptune, the ruler of spiritual enLightenment, was firmly positioned in the sign of Pisces. Pisces is the sign of sensitivity and compassion – the sign that rules Third Eye perception.

At that exact same time, the planet Venus completed her eight year formation of a rare five-pointed star around the Sun, leaving her positioned where her higher frequencies will permeate planet Earth. According to the science of Astrology, Venus represents the goddess of Love, Grace and Beauty.

With this kind of astronomical power, the seeds of Love that these planets planted in the 1960’s can finally break through to expression in a reality where only Love can exist.

The energies that are still alive in the old paradigm are retaliating, in a great effort to discourage this changing of the guard. It will be the end of the year 2012 when the disintegration of the old Time line will be complete. At that time, humanity will prepare itself for a giant leap in intelligence and spiritual consciousness, and the beginning of a new Earth Game in the higher dimensions. This is not a time for us to flow out and into the etheric realm; it is time for that realm to flow into us.

But not everyone who is now living on the Terra Nova Time line will continue into the Golden Age. Many people have chosen, at the soul level, to pass on before Earth reaches that time. Some of the people who are leaving the Earth do so in accordance with their soul contract. Many others will leave because they will be unable to accept the many truths that are about to be revealed.

For those who want to continue into the Golden Age, this is a gift that is based on individual participation. It is an experience that each individual must now ask and intend for. And each and every one of us must now make the effort to learn how to live in the new paradigm. If we want to go where only Love can exist, we must learn how to become Love.

Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left. Matthew 24:41

There are 2.9 billion people who have not moved onto the new Time line. Approximately one-half of those people have made the choice, from the soul level, to continue their evolution by living in duality on another planet. As they leave the World Stage, much of the darkness on our planet is being eliminated. Their fierce tenacity has kept secret the truths that must now become known – truths that have been hidden for thousands of years.

In order to withstand the tremendous energies that will be streaming in from the Central Suns at the end of 2012, the Earth will make her ascension on the 12-12-12. This will bring a rapid and sudden end to duality. These truths and their resulting changes will then tumble down like Chess pieces falling off of a Chess board.

I’m for truth, no matter who tells it. Malcolm X

To understand what is really taking place in the old third-dimensional Earth Game, we need only look at it from the angle of the Chess game. Those who are observing from the level of the board cannot see the ‘pieces’ for what they truly are.

We need to adjust our focus and look down on the game from above so we can see it from God’s perspective. It is God who is making the moves.

Change will not come if we wait for some other person or some other time. President Barack Obama

In order to survive in the higher vibrations, the Earth must release the negativity from this world. So the Love of Power must be displaced by our Power to Love. The balance between light and dark is found by looking beyond the veil.

You can never solve a problem from the level on which it was created. Albert Einstein

Sadly, the remaining one-half of the 2.9 billion will continue playing the third-dimensional Earth game because of their inability to adapt to the higher vibrational frequencies of the new Terra Nova Time line. Because of various types of programming that has occurred during their lives, they are unable to change, accept new ideas or overcome their emotional blockages. But many Indigo and Crystal children have volunteered at the soul level to remain there to help awaken them to their Divinity.

None of these people will notice the shift we have taken to Terra Nova but, eventually, they will have a chance to leave the old paradigm behind to join us…

…on the new Earth.





The Inner Purpose of Your Life’s Journey


by Eckhart Tolle

When you are on a journey, it is certainly helpful to know where you are going or at least the general direction in which you are moving, but don’t forget: the only thing that is ultimately real about your journey is the step that you are taking at this moment. That’s all there ever is.

Your life’s journey has an outer purpose and an inner purpose. The outer purpose is to arrive at your goal or destination, to accomplish what you set out to do, to achieve this or that, which of course, implies future. But if your destination, or the steps you are going to take in the future, take up so much of your attention that they become more important to you than the step you are taking now, then you completely miss the journey’s inner purpose, which has nothing to do with where you are going or what you are doing, but everything to do with the quality of your consciousness at this moment.

The outer purpose belongs to the horizontal dimension of space and time; the inner purpose concerns a deepening of your Being in the vertical dimensions of the timeless Now. Your outer journey may contain a million steps; your inner journey only has one; the step you are taking right now. As you become more deeply aware of this one step, you realize that is already contains within itself all the other steps as well as the destination. This one step then becomes transformed into an expression of perfection, an act of great beauty and quality. It will have taken you into the Being, and the light of Being will shine through it. This is both the purpose and the fulfillment of your inner journey, the journey into yourself.



Jan Irvin ~ Gordon Wasson & The Secret History of Magic Mushrooms ~ Red Ice Creations

August 9, 2012
Jan Irvin is an independent researcher, author and lecturer, speaking at both academic and public venues. He is the host of Gnostic Media and the curator of the official website for John Marco Allegro. Jan returns to discuss his latest research on Gordon Wasson, an influential New York banker and the godfather of the modern psychedelic movement. According to the historical record Wasson, an amateur mycologist, first ‘discovered’ ‘magic’ mushrooms. Irvin shares his evidence which points to the possibility of a secret history of the mushroom in the elite power structures of the west. Jan explains how the psychedelic/hippie movement was a psyop and can provide a window into how the elites run their mind control systems. He’ll talk about how the mushroom and other mind altering sacraments can be used to control the illumination of the masses. Jan questions the foundations of psychedelic history, the new age movement and UFOs.

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Investigating Wasson Brain – MK-ULTRA and the launching the psychedelic and environmental movements

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Alchemy : The Science Of Enlightenment

The following excerpt is from an article called ‘Alchemy : The Science Of Enlightenment‘ by Arion Love …..

The Gift from Heaven

According to legend, the science of spiritual liberation known as Alchemy was imparted to humanity as a gift from the gods who descended from the heavens around the time of Atlantis and Lemuria some thirteen thousand years ago. The knowledge then made its way through Sumeria now modern day Iraq, considered one of the birthplaces of civilization. The knowledge continues through India, Egypt, China, South America, Israel, Europe, and North America. This cosmic drama spans the length of recorded history up to the present day and addresses the deepest questions of life. This gift of spiritual technology is for the purpose of embodied liberation of the human soul where by ones evolutionary soul growth is accelerated to completion within one lifetime.

The illusion of individual separation gives way to unity with the transcendent through the transformation of conscious awareness and liberation of the soul from the cycle of birth and death. The transmigration of the soul from incarnation to incarnation reaches completion and fulfillment. This is also known as illumination, enlightenment, transfiguration, ascension, or God realization. To the ancients, this science of transformation was the highest valued knowledge and the ultimate culmination of the human experience. The science was intact up until about three thousand years ago when the knowledge became fragmented and to a large degree lost. Suppression by orthodox religion forced the knowledge underground into mystery schools. It has also been referred to as the Perennial Philosophy or the Underground Stream of knowledge due to its hidden nature encoded in symbols, myth, and scripture.

Although this sacred science of the soul is known by different names, it is known and misunderstood primarily by the name of alchemy. For most, alchemy has no definition. For some, alchemy has become a term in modern culture somehow relating to chemistry or is thought of as the attempt to change the metal lead into gold largely due to the influence of Hollywood. Transforming the lead of ignorance into the gold of enlightenment can be seen as a brief interpretation of this metaphor. The soul is defined as the divine spark of the infinite that manifests through the physical body.

Alchemy, due to its inherent power, has always been a highly guarded secret science in order to protect the student from harm and to protect the sacred from misuse by the profane. During the middle ages, it was additionally hidden to protect one from persecution by orthodox religion. The hidden aspect of alchemy has contributed to the lack of definition and confusion. Alchemy continues to be shrouded in mystery, controversy, and speculation. It is the Arabians construct of the term that has remained in the English language. The Arabians originally acquired the science from Egypt. Before Egypt was invaded and re-named by the Romans, Egypt was originally known by its people as Khemit or the Land of Khem.

They are also said to be the descendants from Atlantis before the great flood. The term Khem refers to the black fertile land from which the life giving crops grow. Esoterically, Khem refers to the dark mystery of the primordial first matter from which creation manifests and the science of transformation which is alchemy. The first matter is also equated with consciousness. Alchemy, is said to be the Great Work of nature that perfects matter, whether it is expressed as the cosmos or our soul. The term Chemistry has its root in Khem. The science of modern Chemistry evolved from the Alchemists in Europe. Alchemy was brought to Europe by the Moors in Spain originating from the Arabians. The Arabians added the prefix Al referring to Allah or God. Therefore, alchemy can be defined as the Science of God Realization.

It has also been referred to as the Royal Art or the Royal Path back to God. Originally, the lineage of priests, priestesses, and royal dynasties were associated with being the custodians of this knowledge. Godfathers of alchemy were Shiva and Angiras of India, Anu of Sumeria, Thoth or Tehuti of Egypt, and the Eight Immortals of China. Thoth was known as Hermes by the Greeks and Mercury by the Romans. The Hermetic alchemical tradition stems from Hermes. It is the Hermetic tradition that took place in medieval Europe for some three hundred years. Additionally, some feel that alchemy evolved from the Shaman’s of prehistory and is the result of the ancients living close to nature and unlocking her secrets. The gods were viewed as ambassadors from the heavenly realm with the mission of helping elevate humanity. With names like the Devas, Anunnaki, Neteru, and Elohim, they are collectively known as the Shining Ones.

” The word is derived from the Sanskrit meaning “to shine” – hence the “shining ones”, the “resplendent” ones. But the term is used very loosely and in Hindu Scriptures, for instance, may refer to all life which is invisible …

The Devas and Men book is a massive work. It is interesting that the introduction to this 386 page tome (undoubtedly written after all the research had been done) starts with the following proposition …

The idea that Man is a Deva is intriguing and immense. Its intriguing because much of the information about the idea is has been veiled with confusion and complications. And immense because it says much about humankind’s place in the total cosmos. ”

The Emerald Formula

The foundation of alchemical philosophy and practice is reflected in nature’s elements and universal pattern of transformation. The four elements are Earth, Air, Fire, and Water. The seven phase pattern of transformation is comprised of Calcination, Dissolution, Separation, Conjunction, Fermentation, Distillation, and Coagulation. This is also known as the Emerald Formula. The elements are considered by the ancients to be the building blocks of manifest creation. The elements are not simply the physical elements, but are very broadly defined principles of nature. The Quintessence or Fifth Element corresponds to the Divine Essence or Essence of God. This divine essence or elixir was known as Soma, Rasa, or Amrita by the East Indians, Star Fire by the Sumerians, Ambrosia by the Greeks, Manna, Christos, or Living Water by the Hebrews, and The Philosophers Stone or Universal Medicine by the Europeans. The term Elixir stems from the Arabic Aliksir and Greek Xerion which means medicine. The elements make up the human body and mind.

When one masters the five elements, one becomes an Adept, Siddha, or Perfected One. This is the transformation from mortal to immortal or human to godlike superhuman known as Apotheosis. Hermes or Mercury is known as the Messenger of the Gods and is a recurring archetype in history who restores the knowledge of Divine Union with the absolute. He is traditionally pictured holding the Caduceus Staff which symbolizes the alchemical process of spiritual liberation. The goddess Athena is the female counterpart of Mercury. What is striking when studying the various alchemical traditions from around the world and throughout history, is that they employ the same basic pattern of transformation mirrored in the Emerald Formula. Most notably, the Emerald Formula is reflected in the oldest known source book of knowledge, the Rig Veda of India. Rig means praise and Veda means knowledge. Soma researcher David Spess points out that all the aspects found in the Soma ceremony of the Rig Veda are found in the Emerald Formula.

A primary key in understanding alchemy is to view the science from three perspectives. Internal referring to the body, mind, and consciousness. External referring to outside the body and of the Earth. Celestial or heavenly referring to the planets, stars, galaxy, and universe. Alchemy is a reflection of the phases, cycles, processes, or transformations of nature. Therefore, the symbolism of alchemy can be interpreted on a inner, earthly, and celestial level. Most importantly, the macrocosm of the outer world is mirrored in the microcosm of the human body, mind, and consciousness. The elements and pattern of transformation reflected in the Emerald Formula comes from the legendary Emerald Tablet attributed to Hermes. The Emerald Formula is said to contain the Secret of the Universe or Blueprint of Creation and was inscribed on a tablet made of emerald stone.

It is reported the tablet was once on public display in ancient Egypt and thereafter became hidden. The Emerald Formula can be seen as having an integral correlation with the emerging science of Zero Point Energy or Free Energy technology. Some say the Emerald Formula is also mirrored in the symbolism of the Tarot that reflects the Royal Path back to God. The famous phrase “As Above So Below” comes from the Emerald Formula which is reproduced as follows. “In truth, without deceit, certain, and most veritable.

That which is below corresponds to that which is above, and that which is above corresponds to that which is below, to accomplish the miracles of the one thing. And just as all things have come from this one thing, through the meditation of one mind, so do all created things originate from this one thing, through transformation. Its father is the sun; its mother the moon. The wind carries it in its belly; its nurse is the earth. It is the origin of all, the consecration of the universe; its inherent strength is perfected, if it is turned into earth. Separate the earth from fire, the subtle from the gross, gently and with great ingenuity. It rises from earth to heaven and descends again to earth, thereby combining within itself the powers of both the above and the below.

Thus you will obtain the glory of the whole universe. All obscurity will be clear to you. This is the greatest force of all powers, because it overcomes every subtle thing and penetrates every solid thing. In this way was the universe created. From this comes many wondrous applications, because this is the pattern. Therefore am I called thrice greatest Hermes, having all three parts of the wisdom of the whole universe. Herein have I completely explained the operations of the sun.”

The Great Secret

The great secret of alchemy is the Divine Marriage of opposites which gives birth to the Spirit Body of transcendence associated with liberation of the soul. The exact process of metamorphosis leading to the creation and birth of the spirit body within the physical body has long been veiled in mystery and secrecy. The spirit body is not to be confused with ones subtle body or subtle bodies which one already has from birth. The creation and birth of the spirit body is a entirely unique process found within the various world traditions of alchemy. The spirit body has gone by names like Deva Deha, Siddha Deha, Golden Pearl, Merkaba, Rainbow Body, Diamond Body, Star Body, and Immortal Body of Light. You can find the most revealed aspects of this process in Chinese Taoist Alchemy and East Indian Tantric Alchemy.

Traditionally, the process was taught from teacher to student in a step by step series of initiations. One did not progress until first mastering each successive step. The foundation for this process can be found in traditional Yoga comprised of physical postures, breathing, and mantra sound meditation. Yoga means union with the absolute. Depending upon the culture, the opposites were variously know as Fire and Water, Sun and Moon, Soul and Spirit, Male and Female, Mercury and Sulfur, King and Queen, Heaven and Earth, Shiva and Shakti, Kan and Li, Yin and Yang, Ka and Ba, Isis and Osiris, Soma and Agni. Also this marriage parallels the practice of Tantric sexual union and unfoldment of the inner life energy referred to as the Kundalini. This process is also mirrored in the Jewish mystical tradition of the Kabbalah when ascending the Tree of Life which esoterically is the seven energy centers or chakras that run up the spinal column to the brain.

The alchemical marriage of opposites can be seen in the symbolism of the intersecting triangles of the Jewish Star of David, Seal of Solomon, and the Sri Yantra of India. The upward pointing triangle symbolizes the male or fire principle, and the downward pointing triangle symbolizes the female or water principle. The Bindu point in the center of the Sri Yantra symbolizes the point of transcendence. The Yantra is a graphic symbol of the Mantra. The Mantra corresponds with the Five Elements and Logos or Word of God. Also the marriage of opposites can be seen in the symbolism of the Christian Cross. The ancient Caduceus symbol used by the modern medical establishment symbolizes on a esoteric level the alchemical process. The staff represents the spinal column which correlates with the Sushumna Nadi channel of yogic esoteric anatomy.

The two ascending spirals of snakes represent the solar and lunar currents known as the ida and pingala of the kundalini life force. The spiral pattern is similar to the spirals of the human DNA. The symbolism of Jacobs Ladder or Stairway to Heaven corresponds with the Staff of Life. The sphere at the top of the staff represents the energy center of the brain or the seventh chakra also known as the thousand petaled lotus. The Wings at the top of the staff is the culmination of the alchemical process. This represents freedom or liberation of the soul from the cycle of birth and death. One transcends the bonds of ego and bodily identification. The spirit is released from the confines of matter.

Ultimately, this is the unfoldment of consciousness where by one realizes ones self to be infinite also known as self-realization. Most esoteric symbolism and myth reflects the process of alchemical transformation in both its inner and outer aspects. Dragon symbolism is a reflection of the life force. The Uraeus headdress of the Egyptian pharohs in which the serpent protrudes from the forehead symbolizes the unfoldment of the Kundalini. The Phoenix bird rising from the ashes represents the alchemical process of transformation, rebirth, and liberation. The Christmas Tree can be seen as a reflection of this process. Also the Biblical story of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden although edited by orthodoxy also represents the alchemical process. The Fruit of the Tree of Life can be equated with Elixir and Apotheosis.

One of the most well know references to alchemy in the Bible is the passage attributed to Jesus in John 3, “I assure you, unless you are born again, you can never see the Kingdom of God. The truth is, no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of Water and the Spirit.” From the esoteric perspective, this is the marriage of opposites. Spirit is synonymous with Fire and breath. The Kingdom of God is Apotheosis. The idea of rapture, resurrection, transfiguration, ascending to heaven, and becoming an immortal is based upon this process. There are numerous stories throughout history of those who practiced alchemy becoming immortal. This relates to the development and birth of the spirit body. This is the great spiritual rebirth, enlightenment, or illumination. Through the marriage of opposites, one becomes whole or holy, or to become born again. This can also be seen as the marriage of Soul and Spirit and an expression of the highest form of healing.

It is the exact process of how to create this marriage which has always been secret. Gnosis or direct experience makes up the Gnostic tradition of Esoteric Christianity. Both Jesus and Mary Magdalene are considered to be key figures in the alchemical nature of Esoteric Christianity. The exoteric or outer rituals of orthodox religion like the Seven Holy Sacrament’s, Baptism, Anointing, Christening, Consecration, Holy Water, and the Eucharist are a reflection of the esoteric or inner practice of alchemy where faith is replaced with direct experience, and death is replaced with embodied liberation. The anthropomorphic deity is transcended and the infinite is realized. The human body is the ultimate temple or alchemical laboratory where transformation takes place. The Spirit Body developed within the physical body is the ultimate vehicle of resurrection, ascension, and transcendence. It is said that to have a human body is a extremely rare gift and there are countless souls without a body waiting to take birth. Through the body and mind, one can realize ones true self. The focus of alchemy is to accelerate the growth of the human soul within one lifetime to completion or perfection.

One overrides the process of normal evolution involving countless incarnations where the soul is led by desire and attachment to the temporal which keeps one bound to the cycle of birth and death. The experience of the phenomenal world and its associated pleasures do not give lasting happiness. Humans are programmed by nature to continually seek happiness which is essentially a search for ones true self. For most, happiness is sought outwards in temporal pleasure. Self-realization is about turning inwards and finding eternal happiness, peace, and fulfillment. The trials, tribulations, and lessons of life reach their culmination and fulfillment in self-realization. One transcends phenomenal creation and realizes the infinite source of creation within. With this awakening of awareness, one sees all of creation as an aspect of ones self. Alchemy accelerates the process of evolution thereby allowing one to step off the wheel of birth and death. One transcends desire, duality, karma, space, and time. Ones true nature is realized which is infinite.

The Return of The Science of The Soul

According to the ancient calendar, the complete knowledge of spiritual soul liberation is due to return. Some feel we have entered the time of the Apocalypse. The Greek term Apocalypse means “The Lifting of the Veil.” This can be seen as lifting the veil on illusion to reveal that which is true. The age of Pisces is now fading and the age of Aquarius is now dawning. The symbol for Aquarius is the water bearer who pours out the alchemical elixir of transformation. Not only is this a change of the zodiacal age, but the beginning of an Ascending Cycle of evolution that only takes place once every thirteen thousand years according to the Vedic calendar. The Vedic calendar indicates we are in the Kali Yuga or Age of Darkness where humanity lives out of harmony with nature. This is where humanity is in the dark or unaware of our divine identity and where the material overshadows the spiritual.

The Age of Aquarius is indicated to be a Golden Age of harmony and truth within the Kali Yuga. Additionally, the Mayan calendar ends in 2012. Some feel this correlates with the alignment of the earth with the center of the galaxy in which energy from the galactic center will bring unprecedented change and transformation to earth culminating around 2030. From the perspective of the Macrocosm and Microcosm, the galactic center can be seen as the cosmic heart, and the energy emanating from the galactic center reflects the macrocosmic kundalini that will lift the energy of the entire planet. Humanity has come far in the past one hundred years due to material technology, however this technology has also brought untold destruction to where the survival of humanity and the planet is at stake. The world with its numerous problems and having lost touch with its spiritual heritage is in urgent need of the rediscovery of spiritual technology. We have certainly reached a crucial turning point in history.

It is said that it is darkest before the dawn with a conflict between the old and the new during this transition of ages. With numerous prophecies of destruction complete with Antichrist deception, humanity has the intelligence and freewill to alter such negative projections. Although the collective karma of the people is great, a return to the ways of nature is paramount for the restoration of balance. The rediscovery of the secrets of alchemy promise to bring forth a Spiritual Revolution. This would also bring forth a Energy Revolution since the knowledge relates to Free Energy technology. The discoveries that scientists are now making related to Quantum Physics and the Unified Field Theory correspond to the rediscovery of alchemy.

Currently, the idea of enlightenment or spiritual soul liberation is not widely recognized or valued in modern culture where pursuit of the temporal and superficial overshadows fulfillment in the eternal. We shall see how the rediscovery of this vital knowledge manifests over the coming years. We have all incarnated at this momentous point in time to witness and participate in this grand cosmic drama. The choices we all make will lay the foundation for our future destiny that holds the promise for the birth of a whole new global culture based on spiritual values. Humanity stands at the threshold of making the leap from Homo Sapien to Homo Luminous. What an incredible time to be alive !


In5D – Man Diagnosed As Psychotic After Spiritual Awakening – 5 August 2012

Imagine having a kundalini awakening and having the gift of literally seeing the connection of all human beings, then being diagnosed as psychotic. That’s what happened to this man after his spiritual awakening!

In 1981 I was sitting in meditation when, just for an instant, a bolt of lightning flashed through my mind. I began acting so unlike my normal self that a friend brought me to a hospital, afraid I was going crazy. Though I was let out of that hospital after three days, the experiences that began to unfold were so overwhelming that I was hospitalized a number of other times during that first year. I was diagnosed as having had a severe psychotic break and was told that I had a chemical imbalance and had manic-depressive illness. I was put on lithium, and at times, haldol (an anti-psychotic). I was told I would have to live with my illness for the rest of my life.

I was one of the lucky ones, as I was able to extricate myself from the medical and psychiatric establishment. Little did the doctors realize that I was taking part in some sort of spiritual awakening/shamanic initiation process, which at times mimicked psychosis but in actuality was an experience of a far different order. In 1993, after many years of struggling to contain and integrate my experiences, I started to teach about what I was realizing. I am now in private practice, assisting others who were spiritually emerging and beginning to wake up to the dreamlike nature of reality. In a dream come true, psychiatrists consult with me and send me patients.

In ancient wisdom cultures it was understood that there were certain individuals whose craziness was the sign of a passage into a higher consciousness. They realized that the person needed to be both honored and supported in their process. They knew that the person who passes through this process successfully and becomes an accomplished shaman, healer, or teacher, returns bearing incredible gifts and blessings of wisdom and healing for everyone. To quote the noted author Ken Wilber “Though the temporary unbalance precipitated by such a crisis may resemble a nervous breakdown, it cannot be dismissed as such. For it is not a pathological phenomena but a normal event for the gifted mind in these societies, when struck by and absorbing the force of the realization of ‘something far more deeply infused’ inhabiting both the round earth and one’s own interior.”

I had been doing Buddhist meditation for over a year when that lightning bolt went off inside of my brain. Within a day or two I felt like Alice who had fallen through the looking glass, finding myself “drafted” and playing a role in a deeper, mythic process, what Jung would call a “divine drama,” where everything was permeated with a deep symbolic meaning.

I felt totally unselfconscious and amazingly free. I felt the creative energy of the universe flowing through me; I was dancing on the living forefront of the Big Bang itself, where every moment was creative, magical and totally new. My kundalini was exploding; it was like a billion watts of electricity were flowing through a seventy five watt bulb.

It was like my mind had spilled out from inside of my skull and was manifesting and expressing itself synchronistically through events in the seemingly outer environment. What was happening in the seemingly outer world was magically related to what was going on inside of me. The boundary between dreaming and waking, between inner and outer, and between my self in here and your self out there, was dissolving. It was as if I had become lucid and was waking up inside of a dream.

I knew without a doubt that I was going through a deep spiritual experience, no one could possibly convince me otherwise; this was the key that saved my sanity. I felt that the more people I thought about, the more people I was able to “bring along” with me, so I began imagining the whole universe. The experience was so overwhelming that I had no choice but to surrender and let go. I wasn’t attached in my usual way to what the outcome was going to be. I was simply trusting the experience, which was clearly not only the right thing to do, but was the only thing I could do.

A spiritual awakening is almost always precipitated by a severe emotional or spiritual crisis; it oftentimes organically grows out of unresolved abuse issues from childhood- this was certainly true in my case. In a fully-flowered spiritual emergence, you magically discover how to transmute these symptoms and wounds into the blessings that they are.

To people still absorbed in the collective, mainstream trance and having membership in the consensus reality, my behavior looked totally bizarre and was very threatening. It was, I’m sure, a very difficult and problematic situation for those closest to me, as they weren’t able to understand what I was going through, as it was so far off their map of reality. Painfully, most of my friends and family were very judgemental and bought into the doctors diagnosis that I had a mental illness, as this was their way of “explaining” what was happening to me that fit into their very limited, comfortable view of the world. In the words of the late psychiatrist R. D. Laing, “Attempts to wake before our time are often punished, especially by those who love us most. Because they, bless them, are asleep. They think anyone who wakes up, or who, still asleep, realizes that what is taken to be real is a ‘dream’ is going crazy.”

The experiences and realizations were so mind-blowing, literally, that at certain points I was having trouble “keeping it together,” as my whole personality structure was melting and disintegrating, all orchestrated towards some mysterious, unknown destination where everything was clearly being integrated into a higher and more psychoactive center. Oftentimes my actions looked from the outside like typical psychotic behavior.

For example, one time I threw out all of my fathers many medications, as I felt that he really didn’t need them, as he could just tap right into the source of healing itself. At other times, I wanted to break my eyeglasses, as I felt that I didn’t need them to see, and felt they were doing more harm to my eyes than good.

One time, after I was acting so crazy that my father flew me back home to New York, he woke up from his nights sleep only to find me doing prostrations to him. Later on that morning I went out to the middle of the busy intersection near my parents apartment and was bowing to the oncoming cars, as I was recognizing that everything was the Divine.

From my point of view, I was realizing, or should I say, it was being revealed to me, that every moment was the unmediated expression of God, what I call the Goddessence. I remember turning on the radio and every voice I heard on the radio was the voice of this Goddessence. Every person I was seeing was the Goddessence him or herSelf. It seemed curious and even confusing to me that everybody seemed to buy into and be so caught up in such limited, contracted identity states, as if they were pretending and really seemed to believe that they weren’t Divine.

When you are spiritually emerging you are literally going through an archetypal death-rebirth experience, which is about nothing other than the death and transcendence of the separate self. I was having a radical shift of identity, where I was beginning to realize my unity with the whole of creation. I remember feeling that anything that had ever been invented, discovered, or created (including the whole cosmos), the “I” who I had now discovered myself to be, had done. This realization is not understandable and makes no sense as long as one is under the spell of the intellect, but was appearing to me with the force of a revelation. What I was seeing seemed totally obvious, as if I was genuinely seeing the truth for the first time. In fact I was beginning to realize who I, as well as everyone, genuinely was, which was simultaneously nothing (not a thing that can be seen as an object) and at the same time, everything.

During these experiences I got to meet and intimately connect with some of the greatest enlightened masters of both Tibet and Burma, who, like I was in a Fairy Tale, became my teachers and guides. True miracles, experiences that were completely impossible, stuff that could only happen in dreams, began happening. Any limited conceptualizations I had about the nature of the universe were being totally shattered.

Due to the ecstacy and exhiliration of the experience, there is a real temptation, like the mythic Icarus, to fly too high, which is only to set yourself up for a corresponding fall. During these experiences it is of the utmost importance to be as grounded as possible. The great psychiatrist C. G. Jung understood the importance of this during his “Confrontation with the Unconscious.” He used to keep pictures of his family around, so he could remember that he was, in his words, “an actually existing, ordinary person.”

Jung understood very well that one of the greatest dangers that you encounter during this experience is to become inflated, thinking that you are someone special. You become identified with the archetype instead of relating to it from the standpoint of a conscious human ego. You’ve literally gotten swallowed up and possessed by the deeper, more powerful transpersonal forces, falling totally into your unconscious. You can become truly insane, thinking, for example, that only you are Christ or Buddha, instead of recognizing that we’re all Christ or Buddha. This is the difference between someone who is truly mentally ill, who could be said to be drowning in the stormy ocean of the unconscious, compared to an accomplished mystic, who is being nurtured and nourished by swimming, surfing and snorkling in the healing waters of their psyche.

Jung understood that the thing which swings the balance one way or the other is the human egos capacity to confront and relate in a conscious way to these transpersonal forces. This is why creative work, in which you channel and transmute these deeper, very powerful, archetypal energies, is of the utmost importance.

At a certain point, the entire ordeal reveals itself to be an initiation for actualizing and giving expression to your true genius, or daimon, which is none other than your inner voice, guiding spirit and unfabricated true nature, which has never been lost. Like in a déjà vu, you remember, or discover your unique calling, your true vocation as a Bodhisattva who is here to help other beings. You become a master creative multi-dimensional artist whose canvas is life itself.

Of course, another great danger, which I can talk about from personal experience, is to wind up in the clutches of and be diagnosed and medicated by the medical, psychiatric community, who typically have no understanding of phenomena such as spiritual emergences. One psychiatrist even diagnosed me as having the same illness as Freuds infamous “Rat Man,” saying I would need three years of intensive psychotherapy and then I would be cured! To again quote Laing, “Anyone in this transitional state is likely to be confused. To indicate that this confusion is a sign of illness, is a quick way to create psychosis….A psychiatrist who professes to be a healer of souls, but who keeps people asleep, treats them for waking up and drugs them asleep again….helps to drive them crazy.”

My final hospitalization was in September of l982, when I was flown back to New York and put in a hospital for three weeks. Instead of seeing them as a mistake that was made, I’ve been able to see the perfection of all that has happened. I now understand that the hospitalizations were in fact an aspect of the awakening; they were part of my journey to the underworld. There is a sense of accepting and embracing whatever has happened in my life, realizing it is all an initiation into the deeper mystery of my infinite and unspeakably magical being.

This is not to say that there is not something called mental illness. I do wonder, though, how many cases of mental illness are actually spiritual emergences gone sour. We, as a society, need to recognize the existence of genuine spiritual emergences and learn to differentiate them from cases of psychosis. Thankfully, there is now even a small paragraph in the psychiatrists DSM IV Book (their diagnostic manual) titled “Spiritual or Religious Problem.” Might it be that we’re all at different stages of the spiritual emergence process?

source:  http://waiting4ascension.wordpress.com/2012/08/05/in5d-man-diagnosed-as-psychotic-after-spiritual-awakening-5-august-2012/

http://www.in5d.com link to original article

Editors Note:

Editors Note: Wow talk about deja’vu! I can totally relate to Paul Levy’s experience, not just now but especially back in 1977,  the year I “walked-in” to this body. At that time Annette was severely traumatized after 3 violent attacks from small town psycho’s over a six moth period. Shortly after the last attack she was murdered during a premeditated drug overdose, Annette had an awakening that led to ascension after the near death experience. Unfortunately, the spiritual reality of the ascension experience was misdiagnosed as delusional and we were hospitalized, medicated with elevil and told that doomsday optimists had come and gone for thousands of years, yet nothing has happened.

At that point, little did anyone know that a walk-in soul had “arrived” and that Annette was tuning in to “my” soul purpose as a wayshower in 2012. That was back in 1977 before most people had any idea about the existence of the quantum universe, Christ consciousness or the coming earth changes. It also happened in small town Oklahoma where everyone gets “Saved by Jesus” and believing yourself to be “One with Jesus” or God almighty was of the devil.

In addition, a traumatized 16yrs old atheist certainly didn’t have the language or understanding of what was happening or have any awareness of the energetic nature of reality. Especially being raised by a left brain dominant psychologist for a mother ~ someone trained to lock people like myself up as soon as we “get out of order” or rebel from the norm.

The last couple months since “walking-out” in June, has based on the ancient Atlantn’t been easy. Especially since I just began Meg Benedicte’s alchemy class based on ancient teachings from the Atlantean/Egyptian mystery schools. The course material immediately triggered alchemical skills I mastered back in the pyramid temples during  the Atlantean and pre-dynastic Egyptian periods thousands of years ago during past lifetimes. I also began recognizing other soul family members, many of which have their soul origins from the crystalline universe, yet due to the amnesia we’re born with they aren’t even aware of the extent of the work they’ve done here on Earth or other “occupied” planetary systems.

Some are aware of their Divine nature, while others are still in denial since the nature of their work has them so enmeshed in 3D operating systems of the dark matrix for so long that they haven’t detached to expand their awareness to the Divine side of the matrix.  Many people seem unaware that it takes dedicated work with daily “purposed” meditation and dedicated spiritual practices to break free of the matrix, as opposed to casual meditation techniques that  amount to nothing more than bouncing around the inside of their heads Helen Keller style. Completely blind, deaf and dumb to the innate Divine  potential just waiting to burst forth with just a little added purpose and intent aimed at amplifying all that which we wish to create, heal or connect with.

The last few months were some of the hardest work I’ve ever done, but by far the most rewarding because I awakened to my true identity on a soul level and now know without a doubt what my purpose in this life is.  In addition, the last couple months can be likened one big ride on the Magical Mystery tour and an incredibly fascinating  journey into self discovery that also included some very strange twists and turns. That surely have some people still stuck in the judgmental, ego-centric side of our 3D  holographic virtual reality, scratching their head since they’re still in denial of their own Divine nature.

After  the illusion dissolves we’re all just mirroring each other in this dream called life…

In Lak’ech ali’kin,


The Shadow Process

by Debbie Ford

The Shadow Process gives us access to loving all of ourselves. This deep and profound work teaches us how to love each and every aspect of our humanity. It enables us to embrace both the darkness of our smallest self and the brilliant light of our highest self. Making peace with our dark side is a sacred journey. It demands rigorous honesty, courage and a great deal of compassion. Embracing our shadow delivers us emotional wholeness and the absolute freedom to be who we are. When we are filled with self-love and self-appreciation, we automatically attract the miraculous experience of love and appreciation from others.


What is the Shadow?

The shadow contains all the parts of ourselves that we try to hide, deny or suppress. It is the keeper of all the aspects of ourselves that we dislike and the qualities that we judge as unacceptable. The shadow wears many faces: angry, critical, fearful, lazy, controlling, selfish, weak, pathetic… These are the faces we don’t want to show the world and the faces we don’t want to show ourselves. Most of us expend huge amounts of energy trying to get rid of or control these unwanted aspects of ourselves. We hope that by hiding or fixing our “bad qualities” we will have the peace, success and happiness we desire. Most of us are convinced that we are flawed and inadequate so we become masters of disguise, and go to great lengths to hide our bad qualities from those around us – even from ourselves.

The result of turning our backs on our dark side? A life that slips by only half lived. Dreams that are never realized, or worse, that lay buried under years of resignation and shame. Until we make peace with our shadow we will continue to be at war with ourselves. And our outer world will mirror our inner struggle. What we resist persists – and we will create and attract from others that which we most dislike in ourselves. Until we feel authentic compassion for each and every aspect of ourselves, we will continue to draw forth people and events that will mirror the negative feelings we have about ourselves. Until we take back our power and forgive ourselves for being human we will attract people who push our buttons and reactivate our emotional wounds. And until we find the courage to love ourselves completely, we will never truly be able to experience the love from those around us. We don’t need to guess how we really feel about ourselves at the deepest level. All we have to do is look at how the outer world treats us. If we’re not getting the respect, love and appreciation we desire from the outer world, it’s more than likely we aren’t giving these things to ourselves. This is the benevolence of the Universe in action. The whole world is a mirror of our own consciousness, and when we make peace with the disowned aspects of ourselves, we make peace with the world.


Embracing The Shadow

The process of embracing our shadow side calls us to uncover the gifts and receive the wisdom hidden within each and every aspect of ourselves, particularly the ones that we are ashamed of or embarrassed by. Rather than viewing our weakness, our smallness, our insecurities or our rage as enemies or as obstacles to moving forward in our lives, this process guides us to embrace our so-called defects as the powerful teachers that they are. The Shadow Process is founded on the understanding that every quality, every emotion and every experience comes bearing great gifts. Once we learn how to uncover these gifts we become the powerful masters of our lives. We develop the ability to transform thoughts, beliefs or situations that once held us back into fuel for our spiritual evolution and the manifestation of our dreams. Embracing our shadow allows us to reclaim the power we once gave away. When we are at peace within ourselves, our self-esteem no longer depends on the approval of others. Our own sense of self-worth is no longer at the mercy of how other people feel about us. When we receive the gifts of our dark side, something truly miraculous occurs. Our wounds are transformed into wisdom and the parts of us we once believed to be our deepest flaws are revealed as our greatest assets.

Embracing our shadows is the ultimate act of self-love. There is no greater love than the one that allows us to shine a light on the aspects of ourselves that we have judged and made wrong. Embracing our dark side gives us a new found freedom to be with the darkness in others. For when I can love all of me, I will love all of you. Shadow work is the path of the heart warrior. It takes us to a new place where we can open our hearts to all of ourselves and all of humanity.

Shadow work is not about perfection; it’s about integration. It is the path of reclaiming each and every aspect of ourselves and discovering how that aspect can serve us. It requires us to look at our lives from the perspective that we have been given everything we need to fulfill our hearts’ desires. And the greatest of these gifts lies hidden in our shadow. If we look for the gift of our weakness, we may find that it has actually given us strength or that it has allowed us to be supported by others. The gift of our fear might be our determination or our ability to set good boundaries. The gift of an upsetting situation is that it could lead us to read a life-changing book. The gifts of our pain are here for us to receive, but first we must be willing to look for them.

Each of us must make the conscious choice to step out of the belief that we are victims of our lives and open up to the possibility that we have created our particular circumstances for a reason. We must commit to looking at our lives as though each and every quality, person and circumstance has been drawn to us in order to give us specific insights and wisdom. This requires us to examine each aspect of ourselves and our lives and ask, “Why would I need this? How could this be a catalyst for me to grow and evolve? How could this quality or situation serve me in creating the life I desire?” Transformation requires nothing more than having a shift in perception. It is choosing to look at our lives in a way that empowers us rather than disempowers us. At its core, this process requires us to make the choice to see ourselves though the eyes of the Divine.

I believe that the shadow is the greatest gift that God could give us. It is the teacher, the trainer and the guide that supports us in uncovering our true magnificence. The shadow is not a problem to be solved or an enemy to be conquered, but a fertile field to be cultivated. Dig your hands into its rich soil and you will discover the potent seeds of the person you most desire to be. Our most hated, feared or shamed qualities are the ones that hold the key to living the life of our dreams. What the Shadow Process provides is a way to love what we have feared, to decode the messages we receive from within and to unleash the power that is hidden within you.




12:12 Global Shift – 2nd Wave Activations Broadcast on Monday, Dec. 12th

Are you being called to participate in the 12:12 Global Shift? Do you want to influence how 2012 unfolds? Join our Spiritual Community of Light and contribute to the Global Intention of a peaceful, loving New Earth!

On December 12th we are entering the final moment before humanity and Gaia reunites back into the warm embrace of the galactic cosmic family. The incoming photon particle-waves from the Galactic Core are causing huge holes in Earth’s magnetoshpere and altering the human energy field. The harmonic light spiral vortex is the basic pattern of creation in our Universe, and when applied directly with conscious intention reveals anti-matter and our transcendence into higher dimensions.

Join us in the Vortex of Creation to anchor in the next Ascension Wave on 12:12 and create the divine template for the 2012 Timeline! Group Meditation will fire the grids and broadcast the message of Ascension to all who seek the New Earth reality. Just as in the ’12 Days of Christmas’, we will be seeding all our visions, prayers, dreams, aspirations, and intentions for the 2012 5D Timeline every day between 12:12 and January 1st, 2012!

Broadcast fee is $10. REGISTER HERE

Monday, Dec 12th at 6pm PST in US/Canada 

Monday, Dec 12th at 9pm EST in US/Canada
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New Years Eve 2012 Global Intention

Broadcast on Saturday, December 31st

Participate ‘Live’ in creating our New Earth 2012 outcome! Grounding Portion of broadcast includes Callers proclaiming their divine intentions for 2012!  Calling all StarSeeds and Lightworkers to proactively seed our future 5D Timeline…we are co-creator beings and our time has come to manifest a New Earth!


Join us in the Vortex of Creation to anchor in our divine 2012 Timeline in Unity Consciousness! Group Meditation will fire the grids and broadcast the message of Ascension to all who seek the New Earth reality.


Broadcast fee is $10. REGISTER HERE

Saturday, Dec 31st at 11:00am PST in US/Canada 

Saturday, Dec 31st at 2:00pm EST in US/Canada
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Editorial note: I’ve been working with Meg’s 11-11 vortex meditations and highly recommend her exercises as a way to attune to the energies coming in, as well as cleanse negative energy’s and templates that are no longer beneficial to your growth. It’s recommended to start with 11-11 or before to get up to speed as well as access the cleansing, rejuvenating energy that was coming in at that time. I’ve had amazing experiences working with vortex energy and feel Meg’s tapped into a  “missing link” in our collective spiritual knowledge.

Starseeds and Human Origins

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For more on starseeds, please visit http://www.in5d.com/ What is a star seed? Better yet, who is a star seed? If you trace the origins of human lineage, you end up with a plethora of questions. For example, if we were to believe the bible’s origins of mankind and assume that we came from Adam and Eve, then that assumption wouldn’t explain the genetic differences in our population. Continuing with the bible story, we are led to believe that Noah and his family were the only survivors of the Great Flood, which means we are allegedly all descendents of Noah and his family. Are we to assume that Noah brought aboard two of every ethnicity as well? That’s highly unlikely.

“Total Recall” by Indigo Child Matias De Stefano, ENGLISH SUBTITLES

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Permission granted to upload this video to in5d and http://www.in5d.com/ by 21Davicinho. Watch in full screen, you don’t want to miss this!

Matías De Stefano is an Argentinian 22 year old, who could be described as an Indigo child. He has been allowed to activate the area of the brain where all the cosmic memory is registered. His purpose in life is to share his memories with the people, helping these to organize their own information. Also one of his essential missions is to help create a new education that can adapt to the new paradigms of the children of our time.

Matis talks about the mass influx of indigo children who have chosen to incarnate here at this particular time, as well as what to expect with 2012 and how he was able to recall his past lives, which included working with the Akashic Records.

Thanks to Nicolas St-Gelais, this video also has French subtitles! Just press the CC button and select French at this link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_2QL8HPP_0Q

Matías De Stefano website: http://www.ghan.com.ar
Prohibited Education website: http://www.educacionprohibida.com

21Davicinho Youtube channel: http://www.youtube.com/user/21Davicinho

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Thank you Kerry Cassidy from Project Camelot for introducing us to this incredible young man!


“Now is the Time”, We truly are the ones we’ve been waiting for….

Big thanks goes out to John for these beautifully uplifting, inspirational videos about love, light and opening up to the “I Am” presence within us all…enjoy!

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Max Igan on “A Fear Based Reality”

One of the greatest challenges humanity faces in surviving the changes we are facing is in overcoming fear and understanding how emotion affects the reality we are constantly in the process of creating. The greatest lesson is learning that when we live in a constant energetic state of love, with a total lack of fear or worry about life – that we will create everything we need in every moment.  The universe is always supporting us, it’s only when we begin to vibrate on a lower level of energy through fear or worry that things in our life begin to go awry. What’s worse is the system we live in thrives on our fears and if we plan on changing the world we must change our emotional state if we are to succeed.  Once we understand that there’s really nothing to fear, humanity will take an enormous leap forward and leave this negative energy field behind creating a world of abundance for all of humanity.

Max has a very informative website with lots of links, great videos and a whole archive of radio programs like this one to help enlighten, inform and educate all who are seeking the truth. www.thecrowhouse.com